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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-03-2011, 04:50 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
I'm honestly not sure I can get through this...

I'm honestly not sure I can get through this without cutting.
I am not a self harmer anymore, and I used to be proud to say it. I am proud to say it. But now...anxiety is strong and I can't breathe...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-03-2011, 04:50 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
I'm honestly not sure I can get through this...

I'm honestly not sure I can get through this without cutting.
I am not a self harmer anymore, and I used to be proud to say it. I am proud to say it. But now...anxiety is strong and I can't breathe...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-02-2011, 05:40 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
That girl I was two years ago scares me so much....

That girl I was two years ago scares me so much. And lately, she's been coming back.

Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease stay away.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-07-2010, 06:57 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
"So I do want to talk..." No. I want...

"So I do want to talk..."

No.
I want to cut again. And I already know what I could use.

godownstairsanddoit
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-07-2010, 05:31 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
You know what? For once in my goddamn fucking...

You know what? For once in my goddamn fucking life I'd like to be able to not have to lie. FOR ONCE.

Just for once I'd like to not end nights shaky with tears in my eyes because I'm panicked and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-06-2010, 03:19 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
No. I don't want to go over to your house...

No. I don't want to go over to your house tonight. After you've spent all week ignoring me I don't want to walk 2 miles to see you in the middle of your house when if I get caught I'll get in...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-05-2010, 04:08 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 143,041
Posted By gotta-breathe
i love you. and i'm sorry, because you don't...

i love you.

and i'm sorry, because you don't love me.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-05-2010, 03:57 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
is it bad that i'm considering cutting so that...

is it bad that i'm considering cutting so that the next time you see me naked you'll see them and wonder?

or maybe even act like you care again?

maybe I will.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-03-2010, 07:59 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
its two am and I'm crying again this is night...

its two am and I'm crying again
this is night number two.
I'm sitting here wondering
how long this will hurt
and how long I'll spend falling apart.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2010, 08:16 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
i know i'm not worth coming back to. its okay....

i know i'm not worth coming back to. its okay.
i've gotten used to that.

it really shouldn't bother me, I should be ecstatic that you're even talking to me.
so why do i want to sob?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2010, 08:03 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
I'd be lying if I told you I didn't still like...

I'd be lying if I told you I didn't still like you.

Fortunately for both of us, I'm a pretty good liar.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-03-2010, 05:50 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
back to being the therapist again. listening to...

back to being the therapist again.

listening to call yourself fat and ugly. you're not either of those so will you just shut up?

I'm so done playing therapist. SHUTT UPP
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-03-2010, 07:10 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
i'd like to be brave enough to feel pretty. but...

i'd like to be brave enough to feel pretty.

but no, i'm just ugly, and used.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-03-2010, 04:55 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
I just realized that I DONT give a flying...

I just realized that I DONT give a flying fuck...

i'm sorry. i dont!
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-03-2010, 03:53 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
tonight is the last night i will cry because of...

tonight is the last night i will cry because of you.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-03-2010, 06:07 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
oh. right i forgot

oh.

right

i forgot
Forum: Fun and Distractions 19-02-2010, 06:19 AM
Replies: 8,597
Views: 447,033
Posted By gotta-breathe
i'm not a princess, this aint a fairytale

i'm not a princess, this aint a fairytale
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-02-2010, 02:56 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
i want to go home please

i want to go home



please
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-02-2010, 12:12 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
its time for some closure. because it never...

its time for some closure.
because it never really closed for us. for me and anyone.

god. it was just a lie for you? really? and here I thought...I dont even know why i thought.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-02-2010, 06:13 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
"missed ya" missed the sex you mean....

"missed ya"

missed the sex you mean. god. *shudders*
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-02-2010, 04:05 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
now that we've sorta talked again i've been...

now that we've sorta talked again i've been logging in to AIM hoping you'll talk to me.

its really sad.

but you should still talk to me....
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 09-02-2010, 04:15 AM
Replies: 0
Views: 336
Posted By gotta-breathe
Cold Escape

So this might trigger for sexual abuse, i'm not sure.
Please tell me what you think.

Three horses dozed in peace beyond the fence; their shaggy coats protection against the cold. Black and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-02-2010, 04:13 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
now that we're talked again, even though its just...

now that we're talked again, even though its just been a few words, i realize just how much i miss you. and talking to you. and who you are.

because you're an asshole. but i dont think thats who...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-02-2010, 06:07 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 892,063
Posted By gotta-breathe
i just wanted to tell you i like your story....

i just wanted to tell you i like your story. because i thought it was beautiful and brilliant.

you actually responded.
now i wish i had more to say to you.

we havent talked in five months
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-02-2010, 06:01 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 143,041
Posted By gotta-breathe
i like it when i cry and tears cover my face. it...

i like it when i cry and tears cover my face.
it feels safe
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