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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-11-2010, 12:51 AM
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Posted By Catherine117
"In my dreams i'll always see you soar above...

"In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky, and in my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life..."

31.10.02. Rest in peace my beautiful little sister. I love you, and miss...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-10-2010, 10:49 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 222,084
Posted By Catherine117
I lied. I do know how it got there. I did it.

I lied. I do know how it got there. I did it.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-10-2010, 11:18 PM
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Views: 1,485,303
Posted By Catherine117
I can't do this. I'm not clever enough to be at...

I can't do this. I'm not clever enough to be at University. I can't cope... I just want to die... :'(
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-10-2010, 01:52 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,303
Posted By Catherine117
I thought being at Uni would help me. It hasn't....

I thought being at Uni would help me. It hasn't. Day three and still haven't eaten a meal. I'm spiralling into an eating disorder again. Drinking far too much. Closing everyone out. Fucking people I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-10-2010, 04:14 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,303
Posted By Catherine117
Would it really have taken that much to say...

Would it really have taken that much to say hello? You were supposed to be my best friend once, and now you turn your back on me so you don't have to say goodbye...?

Do I disgust you that much?...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-10-2010, 05:53 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 222,084
Posted By Catherine117
I lied. I'm not scared... I'm fucking terrified.

I lied. I'm not scared... I'm fucking terrified.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-10-2010, 11:00 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 222,084
Posted By Catherine117
565 days later... I am still completely,...

565 days later... I am still completely, hopelessly, and unrequitedly in love with you Emily. Always have been. Always will be. Forever <3
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-10-2010, 10:54 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,303
Posted By Catherine117
In order to get through tomorrow night, I'm going...

In order to get through tomorrow night, I'm going to need to be really, really strong. I'll probably ignore you, or just be civil, but I can't talk to you properly. I can't. I'll breakdown. Or worse,...
Forum: General Support and Advice 29-09-2010, 11:14 PM
Replies: 1,431
Views: 107,740
Posted By Catherine117
I was at work today, chatting to one of the girls...

I was at work today, chatting to one of the girls at the school, when she said, 'Do you reckon I'm tall for my age? I'm only seven y'see...'

In my mind, you're still so young, but you'd be her age...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-09-2010, 10:52 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,303
Posted By Catherine117
Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl...

Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever.
But right now I need her so much more.
She's much too young to be on her own:
Barely just turned seven.
So who will hold her hand when she...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-09-2010, 10:37 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 222,084
Posted By Catherine117
I don't think I'll ever love anyone else the way...

I don't think I'll ever love anyone else the way I love her. And it is killing me...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-09-2010, 10:52 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 649
Posted By Catherine117
And for the first time in months, I actually want...

And for the first time in months, I actually want to kill myself again. Thought this prozac was supposed to be working?

Fuck.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-09-2010, 08:41 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,303
Posted By Catherine117
I will be in love with you forever Emily... but...

I will be in love with you forever Emily... but I'm so scared that you're going to forget me...

Or maybe you already have? :'(
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-09-2010, 08:19 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 649
Posted By Catherine117
Is it time to leave yet...?

Two weeks until I go to university, and I just need to escape.
But I know the minute I get there, there's a chance things'll get worse. I'll take a downturn with my eating, it's heading that way at...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-09-2010, 03:51 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,303
Posted By Catherine117
Please, please stop turning up in my dreams. It's...

Please, please stop turning up in my dreams. It's really not helping me get over you. :(
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-09-2010, 11:56 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,303
Posted By Catherine117
If the only thing stopping me going back to where...

If the only thing stopping me going back to where I was is the fact that I'm still living at home and you might find out... what's going to happen when I leave for university in a few weeks?

I am so...
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