Tell Your Secrets! And Be Honest!! - Page 213

JaffaCake. · 22-09-2010, 11:10 PM

I give up. I failed far too long ago to keep trying.
I'm relying on someone I've never met to keep me safe and she's doing a damn good job right now.
I hate me, I hate my body, I hate my life.

I want to die.

J.Greens · 22-09-2010, 11:34 PM

I'm only interested in the double suicide on the news for the 'pact' websites, so I can have a look and join up.
Still searching...

XanthiaJo · 23-09-2010, 01:58 PM

I don't eat when I don't harm, I harm when I eat. I deserve it.

DestroyMe · 24-09-2010, 08:16 AM

I care more about other people then I will ever care about myself

xXMessedUpXx · 26-09-2010, 02:18 AM

This isn't hypomania..i stopped taking my AD

Shit.

This is actual MANIA

:(

TheOriginalPoser · 26-09-2010, 04:05 AM

Every time I do something stupid and risky "just for fun", and you give me that glare, it makes my day. Because I know that someone would care if I was gone. Someone cares that I'm not happy.

If anyone reads this, there's always someone who cares if you look.

Mocha Happiness · 26-09-2010, 04:21 AM

I love her so much, but I don't know if I'm strong enough to save her.

rach3121 · 26-09-2010, 05:59 AM

my secret... I'm not sure I want to die

Sentient Treacle · 26-09-2010, 06:47 AM

Today I missed you more than any words could ever say. I think I still love you and it kills me.

XxXflowerfairyXxX · 26-09-2010, 09:45 AM

I'm falling for him but he's becoming less and less interested. It hurts.

Angel_Girl · 26-09-2010, 02:04 PM

I'm scared there's nothing after death.

DestroyMe · 26-09-2010, 05:34 PM

I regret agreeing to move in with my grandma every day
if it wasn't for the fact that my girlfriend can call everyday and it doesn't raise questions as to why there's a blocked or out of state number calling me I'd move in with my dad.
but the only other reason I haven't done that is because then I'd actually recover.
and I'm not ready for that.

StillBroken · 26-09-2010, 09:28 PM

I'm a liar...
I think I might be bisexual, but I'm too scared to tell
I'm scared to say what I really feel.
I'm afraid he will kill himself, all because of me

StillBroken · 26-09-2010, 09:38 PM

I'm scared if I stop cutting and start eating, I lose the only part of me that defines me. It's all I've become.

I'm not sure about my sexuality, I haven't been for the past 5 or 6 years. I think I know, I just don't know if I can say it out loud.

It scares me that he's been joking about being suicidal, it's not always a joke. I don't know what to do. I don't know how I would live with myself if

Catherine117 · 26-09-2010, 10:37 PM

I don't think I'll ever love anyone else the way I love her. And it is killing me...

*fallenangel* · 27-09-2010, 12:02 AM

I google my problems because there isnt anybody in my life I can actually ask for help from.
Im emotionally exhausted, i dont know how to keep going, i dont know if i can do this anymore.
And theres nowhere I can go for help.

Susu. · 27-09-2010, 12:10 AM

I told you i stopped taking the prozac cause i wanted to feel again... really i stopped taking it cause i wasnt sure that i wanted to be better

-Shae-Lynn* · 27-09-2010, 02:03 AM

I threw away my blades because you made me promise I would. truth is, I wasn't ready and now it's all i can think about.
Thanks...

DestroyMe · 29-09-2010, 08:58 PM

I'm not ready to get better because I want to see how far I can push before I finally lose it.

sometimes I actually resent you for making me see what I need to change/hate about myself.
and I hurt myself more every time that comes up.

DestroyMe · 30-09-2010, 04:45 AM

I can't live with you..I want to so bad but I can't
I wont be able to face the look on your face every time I walk out of the bathroom or every time you have to bandage my wounds
I can't face that I'll be what kills you.
I'm hardly human by any means.
please please for the love of the goddess see that before you ask me for my hand...please...
I'll ruin you
everything I touch dies.....