can I have a hug?

[shadow-light]

I know I have right right in asking...


but...


I think he's winning... I've got no fight left... no strength...


struggling so much... admitted to so much in last few days... remembered so much in last few days...


fading...




I was meant to be going to see Jack today (he's at his mum's house), but told couldn't by parents as we were having people round... but then they rung and canceled...


so...


I don't know...


I just...


I just want a hug... I just want to feel ok and safe...

[Popple]

*cuddles*
Can you get out your house for a bit? Go for a walk maybe.
You will be going home soon and I know you are struggling but you have come this far and you will get through it.
<3

[shadow-light]

i keep going out... doesnt help much though... I just... I don't want to be on my own...

[Popple]

Have you got any friends near by you can go see?
Try keep busy the more time you have to think about things the worse you will feel.

[shadow-light]

not really... unfortunately myparents live in the country... all my friends live in the city... and it's hard to get there...


only 9 more days anyway... not feeling as bad as did this morning

[Popple]

I am glad you are feeling a bit better. Nine days will go fast.
Can you do some nice things for yourself in the meantime.
You deserve to be taken care of.

[shadow-light]

feeling a bit down again...

sick of this yo-yoing...