I think someone is after me!!
Last night I was in bed and my lava lamp just turned on...
I think spritis are after me and I am really fed up of all this...
'special meaning' I just want to be fricking normal!
Someone must have done it, the night time spirit!
The spirits: Night time (this one helps me function throughout the night),
Day time (this one helps me function throughout the day),
The one who tells me to self harm (Self Harm spirit)
and the spirit who wants to sexually abuse me!
They don't talk to me but they pass their thoughts on to me!
I am so pissed off that it has to me me...
I have to self harm when my mum and sister are gone!
I don't know what the point of this post is but I need help!
Hey hun,
I'm sorry you feel like someone is after you. Please talk to someone about these spirits. I think it's important you get help for this if it's becoming a problem, which clearly it is. Sorry, I don't really know what else to say. Please don't hurt yourself. Tell someone how you're feeling. *HUGS* Take care xx
Thank you so much for your post... it means a lot!
I am going to call my CPN tomorrow
I am so scared... the day time spirit tells me to do strange stuff.
Like I painted my nails black with glitter over the top,
one nail needs to be red (for the devil) and the rest are just pink!
=S
Does anyone give a ****?! I don't think they do...
I get hardly any replies to my threads as well!
I am so angry my mum got in, she's tired and yelling at me an my sister,
Now my sisters giving the kitten a bath! I need to cut!!!
Sweetie people do care they just don't always know what to say or how to help. Do you think you can tell your CPN about all these spirits and what they are doing and how they make you feel tomorrow? Try not to let the cutting spirit influence you please try not to cut. Everytime you take control and don't do something the spirits say it will make them weaker and you stronger, I know it is hard sweetie but please keep fighting against them.
Amy x
'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥
I'm trying my hardest but they're inside me!
They're screaming to get out... I'm not sure what to do tbh!
Listening to Stairway to Heaven, love this song!
Sweetie I can tell from your posts that you are trying your hardest and well done for trying so hard, no one can ask for more than that from you. Keep listening to music to try and block them out, I'm not sure really what to suggest other than that.
x
'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥
Hun, have I read somewhere that you have schizophrenia? These spirits are part of your illness. You need to tell your dr/psych/cpn. You don't want it getting to the point where you can't drink tea again.
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
what did no reason mean by not drinking tea again ??????????????
you need to talk to someone the spirits are voices they are not real you should not be listening to them or taking any notice or doc should be helping you .i dont know i havent had voices in a while but i thought i used to hear dead ppl so i understand i thought they were helping me
you must try and stay strong and meds should block that out
were you ever in hospital at all cos self harm is not right and please stop its only hurting you further
Last edited by consequential : 16-02-2009 at 01:26 AM.
Reason: might offend person sorry
In the 'moving forward' forum I posted saying that I was drinking tea again as I used to think it was poisoned and I couldn't drink it!!! She wasn't being sarcastic as it would be awful if I couldn't drink it again!...
I am about to ring but I am not sure who to call, my psych or CPN!!??
If you have paranoid schizophrenia this could be part of it, but to me it sounds like some sort of dissociation on top of it? try posting in the dissociative distress thread about it and see what replies you get.
Sorry i'm not very helpful, but i couldn't just not reply. *offers hug*
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared.
But no-one would listen, cos no-one else cared
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect but neither have you
Wow I feel the exact same way. I'm afraid of my bathroom cuz one time the shower certain moved and I thought it was a spirit. I know exactly how you feel. I told my psychiatrist about it and she increased my medicine dosage. You may want to call your psych.
Thank you for your messages, I think it is part of the paranoid schizophrenia but I still can't get rid of the spirits! I think the self harm spirit needs to take over, I just know they're arguing in there! I'm really confused! I am seeing my CPN on friday, I have to talk about the SA with her, I am so nervous... xx
