Could I be HIV Positive?

[AKSM]

Hi everyone,

Last September, I lost my virginity to a one night stand. The whole story is that my friend and I went to a party with these two older guys. We got really drunk and then after being at the party for a while, we decided to go to a hotel and rent a room. At the hotel, I decided to lose my virginity to one of the guys we were with. The way I see it we didn't really have "full on" sex. Every time he went into me, I would stop him because it would hurt too much. I think overall he went into me about 3 or 4 times. He didn't cum inside me. He went down on me, but it wasn't that long, probably less than 3 minutes. This past Tuesday, I went to my gynecologist for my annual exam, and there she tested me for all STIs. The test will probably be back late this week or next week. I'm so scared and nervous to get the results back. I haven't talked to anyone in my family about this or any of my friends. And I was wondering what you all think. Could I have gotten it? I of course know it's possible, but knowing what you all think will really help me calm my nerves. Thanks in advance! (:

[Pi.R^2]

It's impossible to say for sure, and I don't think your mind will be put at ease until you know for sure, regardless of the fact that it is quite unlikely. There's also nothing you can do about it right now, so it is probably best to stop yourself if you catch yourself ruminating over it and try to not think about it too much (though that is easier said than done!).

[shadow-light]

as above, noone can say for sure until the tests come back. I do think it's unlikly given your description though. Try not to worry about it until the results come back