no one even cares

[confusedslut]

not even ****ing on here. im desperate. im crying as i type. just someone to talk to me about this, just one good thought to be put into my head

[shadow-light]

why do you think noone cares?

[Confused_Reality]

I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling so dreadful. Why do you feel like this today?? I hope you're okay *hugs*

[confusedslut]

thankyou :) i dont know, do you ever just feel every inch of happiness drain out of your body? i cry for no reason, sure you could say this is hormones. but i dont think being hormonal could make me want to sh? i just feel lonely :(

[Confused_Reality]

You neednt feel lonely, I know its easier said then done and I am such a hypocrite at time, there are loads of people out there who would be willing to support you. Sometimes you have to let go of your dignity and reach out and ask for help.

And yeah, I do feel like that a lot more than I care to admit. I'm not going to say its hormones, sure they can impact emotions but to this extent?

[confusedslut]

thats my point exactly, my mum thinks im just being a hormonal teenager, my friends know i cut but dont care? they kind of think its normal. my boyfriends sickened and worried but doesnt know what to do, and it makes me feel guilty. but that makes me feel even worse

[running]

aww Im so sorry *hugs*. We all care about you on here, have you spoken to anyone about how you feel? x

[confusedslut]

im speaking to a few people on here which is really good, new people who arent biased about a situation really helps, but i havent spoke to anyone proffessional, i dont know how to ask my mum to take me to the doctors xx

[lonely_hope]

*hugs* It's good you're talking to a few people :) That's a great start. I hope you're doing alright... we all do care about you :) You can always send a PM if you want to talk