I have an account on deviantArt and most of my stuff there is based around my mental health, not sure if that would help. As for possitives as all my "stuff" is trauma based I try to see it as proof of strength and survival rather than as a disorder or disability or whatever. As for what it feels like... well that's harder to describe

will have to think about that to work out how to transfer it into words I think - shall return tomorrow when more awake