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Triggering (Substance Abuse) - Can't live without it
Hi, this is more my problem than Kathryn's problem... But then I suppose it's her problem too.
I'm taking a lot of drugs... Drone, weed (nearly every day) and more recently, coke.
I've been missing lessons. I don't care, but then it's not me that's going to get repercussions from it.
I've made Kathryn lazy, she's lost motivation in everything and doesn't do anything anymore apart from take drugs.
She's even supposed to be revising at this very moment... But I'm on here.
I'm not so much of a drinker... I just rely heavily on weed.
I don't know why I'm typing this, maybe for Kathryn's benefit... I think she just wants me to tell someone, she can't do it herself.
She won't say that she's an addict.
So I guess that's why I'm typing.
I don't want help... But in a way I don't want to screw up Kathryn's life.
Oh I don't know.
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It became like a sort of prison. Encased in a silver shell, words so full of bleeding need spilled like drops on dry leaves. And all the while laughter prevailed a long way from here. Nowhere land, nowhere time, nowhere space.
