i made it to my workshop!
hurrrah, despite the fact i was almost having panic attacks about the plastic fumes, until keith the technician took me aside & told me he'd never try to make me ill unless i annoyed him & he gave me some free plastic to work with :)
I missed my class this morning (in three weeks I have missed every class for this module :s) I am not getting the hang of uni this year at all!
Made my appointment with the disablities advisor - but it isn't the one I usually get. Think my record speaks for itself though so should just be a formalisation thing for this years support.
About to head out to a lab! Not in the mood but need to see some human beings...feeling really alone just now.
You made up your mind to torture mine!
If you read a scar like a book, you will relise the story in which you over look
*offers hugs* I saw what you posted in first aid.. it's totally understandable that you missed your lectures, I really wouldn't worry about it. Just focus on looking after yourself right now.
was in workshops most of the day fiddling about with plastic. :)
although i'm never going to be able to do resin at all, too much toxic liquid :(
but i explained to the technician & he's going to help me as much as possible to do what i'd like.
Managed to get through the presentation today without a serious **** up, i should be so used to talking about my work now after 3 years but its still just as scary if not more so lately
I have a lecturer who is FANTASTIC but he always talks about how public speaking makes him so nervous, he HATES standing in front of people, his heart starts pounding etc.
Just because you're nervous about doing it doesn't stop you from being fantastic at it!
You made up your mind to torture mine!
If you read a scar like a book, you will relise the story in which you over look
I have a lecture in half an hour. Its an interesting module, the lecturer is nice, there's going to be cake halfway through the lecture, and for some reason I really don't want to go. I'm going to drag myself into uni anyway, because if I miss one it gives me an excuse to miss more of them.
Random radio ___________This spiral
Static on tv ____________Has worn a groove so deep
Losing count of _________Can’t climb out
All the days and weeks ___Pathetic, painful need
Hope you made it to your lecture, I am about to get ready for my lab. Had a relatively productive day.
Went to my lecture at 9am till 11am. Read a psych paper, got lunch, and rewrote all my notes up from todays lecture. Got this lab which is just an hour of doing an experiment on myself (easy reaction time things!). Get back, go for a 15 min jog, then back and start preparing for meeting my groups tomorrow to go over a project and presentation!
I am going ot the cinema tomorrow night so going to try and get lots done tonight, so I can enjoy the cinema! Going to see up with two students who meet up with me and ust get me out and about etc.
You made up your mind to torture mine!
If you read a scar like a book, you will relise the story in which you over look
Yeah, I did go to it in the end, I think it was helped by the fact that my housemate also had one at 3 so we walked into uni together. It was quite a good one as well, so I'm glad I didn't miss it.
Random radio ___________This spiral
Static on tv ____________Has worn a groove so deep
Losing count of _________Can’t climb out
All the days and weeks ___Pathetic, painful need
I fail at uni, I've skipped so many lectures this year already. I do the reading, I'm weeks ahead on that, I write up all the notes, I do the work, I just...hate being on campus. Oh well.
We have our kickboxing initiation social tonight (as in Wednesday night). Angels and demons. Me thinks a good night is ahead.
i refused to go to my lecture this morning saying i was going to drop out.
i got into uni for 2 & printed some stuff out the library.
then sat under bens desk telling him about a girl that runs away to join the circus whilst cutting out pretty pictures that had nothing to do with uni.
i'm doing really well this week.
& i'm sure ben is going to hate me.
