no seriously i cant prosses that much, it goes in one eye and out the other, i cant read all of that
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Tangent alert; If you can't read books, how did you get a scholarship?
i an read books i just choose not to
if i knew i would tell you
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
no seriously i cant prosses that much, it goes in one eye and out the other, i cant read all of that
I genuinely don't believe you.
You're smart enough to get a scholarship, you're smart enough to read one of my posts and take the piss out of me. You're smart enough to join a forum, you're smart enough to post threads, learn how to quote, use a journal. Then you're bloody smart enough to read a few paragraphs.
EDIT: As a side note, she's 15 and dyslexic, which she has mentioned, so big chunks on text probably aren't going to get a good response.
thankk youu
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Do you have any good distractions to help you when you want to cut?
i do my nails - thats all i got
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Ashlee, can you tell me one thing you've got from this thread so far? (<--- This is a question, please answer it!)
yess i can see thats a question cos its not surrounded by other bits
a lot of people have it alot worse than me
everyone regrets it
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Don't take it that way, it's just that we're trying to figure out how to help you, but we've got very little to go on. There has to be something you like in this world. If it was just nails, you could probably write a book about doing your nails. But I suspect that there is more to you, maybe more than you even realize. What do you like? Trees? Computers? Games? Dolls? Tea? Candy? There's gotta be something...
"Absoloodle!"
"He was a fierce hunter, but he was small and easily squished."
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.