Of course you can sleep here Jo, you know that. *gives a teddy* No one's gonna get you.
*holds Sam close* Shh, baby it's not your fault. Sometimes daddies have things all messed up inside them that makes them hurt their kids. It's not your fault and you did nothing to cause it. *wipes your face*
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
the parents left the room now.
the stepdad gone to use computer in other room
and the mother gone to do some sort of houseworky stuff
just the brother left now
Of course you can sleep here Jo, you know that. *gives a teddy* No one's gonna get you.
*holds Sam close* Shh, baby it's not your fault. Sometimes daddies have things all messed up inside them that makes them hurt their kids. It's not your fault and you did nothing to cause it. *wipes your face*
But i would always make him angry.. so angry.. it has to be my fault.. I shoudnt have made him angry.. *clings to you*
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
And Sam honey no matter how naughty a child is they can't ever deserve icky things and bad touches ok? And no beatings either. There are ways to discipline children and stop misbehaving without hurting them.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
people being hurty is never the hurt ones fault
they try to make it sound like it be your fault
because they KNOW that what they do is wrong
and so they want you to feel at fault
so that you don't tell
as they know that if you tell they be in trouble
as what they do be bad and wrong
still fell michelle and sarah just uder surface
making focusing a bi hard and confusing
but dont think switching is going to happen
which is good as family are not great about the whole DID thing
And Sam honey no matter how naughty a child is they can't ever deserve icky things and bad touches ok? And no beatings either. There are ways to discipline children and stop misbehaving without hurting them.
But he said.. He said all i had to do was be good. I wasn't good.. I fail
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Originally Posted by shadow-light
people being hurty is never the hurt ones fault
they try to make it sound like it be your fault
because they KNOW that what they do is wrong
and so they want you to feel at fault
so that you don't tell
as they know that if you tell they be in trouble
as what they do be bad and wrong
I guess not but he said he only used it because he love his little girl.. And he only ***** because he loved me.. Im so confused *cries and shakes*
*snuggles Sam gently and pats her back* Hush baby, I know it's confusing. If you did the best to be a good girl you should have been rewarded, not hurt. Did you get hit or spanked lots? And touching private parts and grown up things are never a way for a daddy to show his little girl he loves her. That's something only two grown ups who are in a romantic relationship do. Never daddies and daughters and never little girls. If you get confused just ask questions, I know it's hard to understand.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
Lots of spankings.. and belts and power cords.. :'( And yeah he did other stuff but i feel sick to my tummy talkin about that part. Im so sorry *snuggles into a ball*
*gives Sam a teddy and wraps a blankie around her* Shh, shh, sweetie pie. You're not in trouble, you don't need to be sorry. No one deserves to be hurt with all those horrible things. And you don't have to talk about the other stuff if you don't want to. It's not your fault.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
I think you are the first person who doesnt think its my fault :'( *cuddles up super tight* I'm so scared.. so scared.. he could come back.. he could do it again..
*rocks you* Well I'm glad you finally have someone who really knows it's not your fault. Where does daddy live now? Where do you live? Does anyone know what he did to you?
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
He lives one town over. and nooo i can't tell anyone in real life. hes respected by so many peoples. :( If he found out.. Idk.. he always told me i would never be to old for a "session"
Shh, I know it's scary to think about telling but it doesn't matter if he's respected. He hurt you badly and he deserves to be in trouble for that. Even if you don't get him in trouble you should get some help so you can deal with these feelings. If he found out and tried to hurt you, you're big enough now that we can do things to stop him. No more "sessions" will happen sweetheart. You're a big girl now and you can find out ways to protect yourself ok?
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
nothing that he did was your fault, not in the slightest. Even if a child is naughty touching them in private places is wrong, as is hitting them with things. And you tried to be good, they should have realised that, if someone tries to be be good then that makes them good, a bad person doesn't care that they are being bad and desn't try to be good
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
