The Safe Room

[Warrior_x]

I did... Me and my girlfriend were both having really crappy days and our energies were just clashing and we were both really emotional. And I was blaming myself for it, so I just headbutted the wall really hard. It made me cry and scream in pain. I shall try not to headbutt walls in future. Lol.

I might be going doctors so maybe I'll speak to him about it.

*snuggles up in your hugs*

xx

[livvie]

*creeps in goes to corner and hides under blanket*

[Kitkat :)]

I think it would be a good idea if you spoke to a doctor (:

*gets an icepack for your head and gives you more hugs*

You should be careful in future, knocks to the head can be dangerous... But still, what's done is done and we learn from it (:
You shouldn't blame yourself, tensions were high in both of you and you were bound to clash, you shouldn't take it out on yourself so violently sweetie.

I think we still have some chocolate rice krispie cakes that Blue made...

*goes to the fridge and gets one for you*

[Warrior_x]

I don't think I'll be hitting my head off any more walls thats for sure :)
I'm yet to tell my girlfriend that it wasn't really an accident. I kinda told her I fell into the wall...

My girlfriends doggy is called Blue :)

xx

[Kitkat :)]

Stay safe (:
Oh I see... Hope that goes okay for you
Awww (: that's the name of my little... She chose it for herself.
I'm off now, speak soon (: hope you're okay.

*lots and lots of hugs to everyone*

Hope you all stay safe and I'll speak to you all soon (:

*waves*

[nicole94]

*hides*

[xxjuliexx]

nicole can i help

[PaleMoon]

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Adult; very triggering

Oh god I can feel R's fingers inside of me and J's biting my neck and it HURTS and it bruises and I can't breathe big brother is kicking me as hard as he can in the stomach and WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS PLEASE? I must be BAD BAD BAD

*rocks* *cries*

[PaleMoon]

If just therapy makes the flashbacks and nightmares and anxiety so bad then I never want to "deal with" these memories...They can stay in the back of mind with Black forever for all I care...

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Behaviors; triggering

If I could cut them, purge them, or starve them out I would. I would definitely end this body's life if it wouldn't hurt everyone else...Why do they have to care about me?

[livvie]

*finds somewhere to hide,curls up and cries* this was not ment to happen, i cant go through all this again

[l.e.g.o]

im scared
im scared he's gonna turn up
scared he's gonna do it again
scared he's gonna remember scared
so scared
so scared
been curled in the hallway scared he'll come to the door
scared when i hear a car door scared so scared when i see someone walak past scare so scared
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry

[shadow-light]

*Curlls up in orner*

I'm a bad horrible awful person I have no right to say that I was abused/hurt what I did was as bad as what they did, I am as bad as them, I am one of them

[CrazyChaoticMess]

your not a bad awful person at all, can you tell me what happened huni?
*hangs you a jar of conforting hugs*

[shadow-light]

things that happpened in past... things I did wrog to save myself caused much hurt and bad to others. make me bad

[CrazyChaoticMess]

They don't make you bad if you were doing it to save yourself, hurt to others sometimes can't be helped

[Starless]

Everywhere I can go is gone.
*holds self and rocks*
I can't handle this.

[l.e.g.o]

leaves hugs

[livvie]

*curls up under blanket and cries* it hurts i dont like this anymore

[shadow-light]

I think I'm going to actually die of stress... can't sleep, got headache and got stomach issues and this all connected to stress... it is going to kill me

[shadow-light]

*curls up in corner*