"i want you within my soul,
arms open wide i would swallow you whole.
We melt together,souls drift in the flames.
passion burning, and the skies ablaze.
Along such beauty and grace,and I am barely worth your presence, my fingertips graze your face.
You will be the one,I could never replace.
And two become one, We are one in the same."
*Plays on swings* I love swings just that one moment when you juststart to fall backwards. You feel free, safe, and protected. As if you could do anything. And then you come back to realtiy.
*hides*
me gunna get hurt tomorow
stupid manipulitive redheaded little...
*sad face*
I hate liars...
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
aww sweetie, can you have one of your friends hang around you all day tomorrow?
<3
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
yeah, but me mad cause the stupid **** was on three way with one of my guy friends and she said "I just told her we broke up because I wanted to see what she would do"
well, I can show her what I will do, but it's not nice.
**** I ****ing hate people
-crawls under bed and cries-
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
*sits next to bed and opens arms if you want cuddles*
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*peeks under bed* Sweetheart this is why you can't talk to her. She's no good for you and she hurts you inside and out. That's not allowed okay? *slips your blankie under* Stay close to friends tomorrow, we don't want you hurt.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
Jack and I just had an argument his mum rung at 8am and started nagging about his uni work which got him all panicy. So I made an offhand commen about her calling and makeing him worry anfd he exploded at me yelling about how I was insulting his mother and how I have no right to say anything about anyones family as I don't even have one of my own!
I met some strange open minded people today, one curious about why iw ear black, though completely confused about my gender.he was nice though. and i had my friend sammie ask me about the corps. i explained why i wasn't in and they shook my hand. i still get confused at people sometime. Of course there were the kids that were pointing and staring, and yelling snide things like 'hey wannabe the matrix is that way' and trying to startle me wit loud noises and jeers. i don't understand why they feel the need to waste their life targeting me.
I'm just trying to be myself *leans against the wall staring at my feet*
"i want you within my soul,
arms open wide i would swallow you whole.
We melt together,souls drift in the flames.
passion burning, and the skies ablaze.
Along such beauty and grace,and I am barely worth your presence, my fingertips graze your face.
You will be the one,I could never replace.
And two become one, We are one in the same."
The way I ty to think of it is if they have nothing better to do than yell and jear at us then they obviously have absolutly no life of their own. So in a way I pitty them
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í
hi julie 'm 26 i love hugs i have people in my head and they will talk to u. they will behave and they wont hurt u they are...
owen nearly 10 and doesnt like being touched
amy 11 quiet and shy
kate 15 has lotsa anger but is nice
so basically i'm that weirdo who talks to herself...hi...
Del- some people never grow up love, taht's one of the reasons I barely talk, or trust most human beings because most of them are afraid of the things that they don't understand, or that is different so they must poke at it, and rudely so.
you musnt let it get to you *hugs*
Tracie- Manda wasn't the one that angered me, it was her ex g/f
the little child doesn't treat anyone with respect, not her mother, not her so called friends and most certainly not her b/f she beleives that everyones a dog and gawd forbid you're different, she makes fun of you. she also is 16 going on 5
I've had to sit by and watch as she treated not only my brother but every friend I've ever had like dirt, and not be able to do anything because all of us are nice and don't mouth off.
I'm the only one that has any sort of back bone out of my little family now when it comes to her, because she treats me like a puppy too and I hate it, I'm not a dog, and I don't wish to be touched if I don't even like you.
she knows this, but still delights in watching me squirm half the time.
wot she's doing to my baby brother is wrong and she's only assuming that I want to go out with him {again} I don't, "Manda" is easier to get along with as a guy, because he's more comfortable that way, and I looked into it, he actually does have gender issues it's not an attention thing, I don't feel any sort of affection sort of a brother-sister thing and I absolutely adore the girl that he's with {she's a little young yes, but is amazing for him in terms of recovery and growing up}.
I guess this is my way of letting go and forgiving I guess? I was raised to forgive eventually no matter how bad they hurt you, because they arn't all bad.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I got letters from the past today. t brought about ghostly aged memories >.o
"i want you within my soul,
arms open wide i would swallow you whole.
We melt together,souls drift in the flames.
passion burning, and the skies ablaze.
Along such beauty and grace,and I am barely worth your presence, my fingertips graze your face.
You will be the one,I could never replace.
And two become one, We are one in the same."
his mum rung at 8am and started nagging about his uni work which got him all panicy. So I made an offhand commen about her calling and makeing him worry anfd he exploded at me yelling about how I was insulting his mother and how I have no right to say anything about anyones family as I don't even have one of my own! 
tada magic i dunno how i got this -------> Í 