The Safe Room - Page 3860

35mm · 28-12-2009, 10:15 PM

Hi guys. I went out for a walk in the dark because I can only go out in the dark as I feel safer and more hidden. & I thought I saw him. Feeling a bit shaken. I know it wasn't him but it's set off my paranoia again. Have locked all doors and shut curtains. Just need a hug right now :(

bobbiwibble · 28-12-2009, 10:17 PM

*huggles* i know how you feel :(
i hate the idea of people seeing me clearly so i cant go out in the day.. get too scared to go out at night though

bleugh feel so crappy... :( and restless

35mm · 28-12-2009, 10:20 PM

thank you. i know it'll set off loads of nightmares tonight too. am going to try not to sleep.

& hope you're ok.

bobbiwibble · 28-12-2009, 10:41 PM

*hugs* nightmares suck :( sleep is good though, or youll feel crappy tomorrow ><

thanks, im at a loose end cos i never ever expected to make it through xmas lol.. and here i am, its a big victory for me but i feel crapper than ever :(

35mm · 28-12-2009, 10:44 PM

heh, i need sleep too because i plan on waking at 8am to call my GP. I pray that I can get an appointment tomorrow, it'd make me so happy.

Aww, well done for making it through. xmas is a horrible time for most. what are you feeling crap about? just in general?

frenchhorn · 28-12-2009, 10:46 PM

*hugs Bobbi* well done on making it through xmas, its a big acheivment.
*hugs 35mm* havnt spoken to you before, I'm Imogen so hi :)

35mm · 28-12-2009, 10:48 PM

Hi Imogen :) Hugs back.

l.e.g.o · 28-12-2009, 10:51 PM

jo not feel safe
jo sorry
jo sorry
jo sorry
jo deserves it all

shadow-light · 28-12-2009, 10:55 PM

be we allowed in here
we
be
scared

the mother is angry
caught sarah purging
screamed at rachel
scared the littles

we need somewhere to hide

bobbiwibble · 28-12-2009, 11:13 PM

*huggles shadowlight* of course :) how much longer are you staying there for?xx

just generally crap... very bad time of year and i'm not really on speaking terms with my boyfriend at the moment. he's finding it harder and harder to deal with me.. :(

shadow-light · 28-12-2009, 11:14 PM

we be leaving the house of the parents on the 30th

i
no
be
sure
when
that
is
though

bobbiwibble · 28-12-2009, 11:20 PM

*hugs* who am I talking to? :) (this is charlie by the way!!)

youll be long gone this time in 2 days, thats not long at all x

in another life · 28-12-2009, 11:21 PM

*leaves hugs for all*

shadow-light · 28-12-2009, 11:24 PM

hello charlie

it be rachel and Sarah here

we learning it hard to type when there are 2 of us

bobbiwibble · 28-12-2009, 11:29 PM

hmm i can imagine :) lottie and seffy can be up at the same time... but i dont think ive ever been up at the same time as anyone else. it must be weird...

gah head keeps spinning :( i went to play outside with the dog but i could hear so many police sirens i got scared and had to come back inside -_-

shadow-light · 28-12-2009, 11:33 PM

spinning head be bad

it dark outside
dark is scary

we saw the grandparents dog today
he didn't like us
kept barking and growling
we do not know why
maybe he could tell that we were not the host?

we have never been outtogether before
Jess and Michelle can be out with anyone and it be ok
but we are gettting confused
Jess and Michelle can be out with anyone but stay seperate and function
right now we feel merged and only semi-out :/

bobbiwibble · 28-12-2009, 11:37 PM

*huggles*
itd be interesting if the dog really could tell..

maybe one of you could try to go back in? being out on your own if youre scared might be worse though

_Mish_ · 28-12-2009, 11:47 PM

*hugs April* I really love that song :) I wanted to put all of it in, I hated choosing a few verses... but I really like it :) It's kind of become my song, I listen to it whenever I'm sad.

*hugs everyone and curls up under a fluffy duvet* I bumped into someone from my old school today :( It brought back bad memories and I had to throw up afterwards because I just felt really shaken. But I'm feeling much better now :) I think I'm getting better at dealing with seeing them all the time.

bobbiwibble · 28-12-2009, 11:49 PM

*huggles mish*
poor thing :( its horrible when you have to keep on seeing people/ things that trigger you! ive lived in the same town all my life and I hate it :(

shadow-light · 28-12-2009, 11:54 PM

we no have much control over that

Jess can come out whenever she likes
she can sit there and watch what is happening
and then
JUMP
put
but Jess can also speak to the host...

I can watch too, and I can control the body without being out

but you only do that to stop everyone eating
Jess can just do it on a whim

I do more than stopping us from getting fat!

this place is scary
the littles be very scared
they used to live here
we never lived here
we lived in the town
in the city centre
not in little farm village