well that is the happiest im ever likely to feel.
sorry.
just
dont know
feel like skins crawling
need to hurt
need to scream and cry
almost want to go find the bad man how sick is that but at least he gives me what i desrve
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
wont be ok. it really wont. hate them. get so angry. was outside,. dont know. they a,l ignore me no matter what. i was outside and my sister came out to get somethin from her car. i was sobbing and wiping my eyes and all she did was stare at me and say 'what DO you think your doing out here'
then went in and they all carried on ignoring me
Christmas does seem to be such a rough time for so many people... I didn't think I would be included this year - as Christmasses before have been pretty okay - but it was SO awful. Am glad that it's over... now I can try and forget about what happened between my parents and me. :(
I wish I could wave a wand and make us all feel better... *more gentle hugs*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Did you ever get back to sleep last night, Kerry? or did your daughter keep you up forever and ever?
Kitten's in my lap, curled up and fuzzy-cute. :)
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Awww, no more sleep!! that sucks. It's 4:30am here so I'm up kinda early... lol.
I'm allergic to cats too, but we got one anyway because I love them so much. He's a shorthair (grey tabby, 10 months old, named Daniel) and I think I'm not allergic to shorthair? because I haven't been taking my allergy pills and haven't had a problem. Sooo... *shrugs*
How's your day so far?
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
its about 7.45 pm here so the day is nearly over...its been sort of quiet..we are both recovering from our huge fight last night...the kids were very distressed too...not a good scene...
