hazel dont go out!! there might be a valid reason why he put you to voicemail - for all you know he had to stay and talk to a lecturer, but if you leave when his dad is coming round he might be upset! :/
blah trying to stay positive, ive got a friend coming over!! i havent seen her alone in over a year and the *bad stuff* got in the way of our friendship so i'm nervous! might go buy a bottle of wine and some snacks actually i know i sound so lame but i really want it to go well!
I don't want him to come... I just don't.. I am selfish, my mum is right... I don't want Jacks dad to come.... his plane lands in less than an hour...
I've bearly seen or spoken to Jack in weeks due to uni work and stuff, it's like we live in the same flat but never actually re together...
I feel so so so lonely... and now we've got to have his dad here till sunday.... his dad makes me feel so crap and inferior... just useless and awful...
is it too much to ask to have my oyfriend to myself for a few days? a few days without uni work or parents....
and to make it worse... I now have to act "normal" and perfect and amazing and housewivey for 2 days.... I can't do it... I can't.
*hugs* not selfish, lovely
didnt you say jacks parents were making more of an effort? :) give him a chance - besides he probably just doesnt know what to say to you - what DO you say to the girl who's dating your son?
3 years though... in 3 years his father an I have spken 4 times... every other time he goes out of his way to get rid of me, he makes me feel awful... he makes me feel lower lass... I know my family is lower class, but I'm at uni, I am trying to better myself from my birth... but he doesn't care...
His mum ihas started making an effort... I can speak to her, she speaks back... she doesn't insult me anymore and we even gang up on Jack at times over his hair lool. but with his dad... it's like he always wants rid of me... he doesn't camment, but his body language and stuff shows him looking down on me..
*huggles* well then he's the one in the wrong - focus on that :)
now i see you a bit like harry potter when he blows up the aunt or the sister or someone in the 3rd one
no magic! *pokes*
I got my letter...my first psych appointment is a week today. well, I don't even know if it's a psych, the woman who wrote it says shes a social worker wtf? It says its an innital assesment.
I'm scared, I dont know what to expect. What was everyone else's first appointment like...?
