i needed to talk so badly though

its like all my strength las gone, the last scrap of energy i had left
i didnt go to counselling this morning, sorry. i just couldnt. i dont care if they take it away from me.
if hed come down earlier when he said he would of, i migth have gone to the police. there was a point at which i was considering it although i probably would not have
i wanted to feel loved and he wouldnt
he wouldnt humour me
he was twisting my words and making them sound worse than they were
and he went away furious with me