The Safe Room

[bobbiwibble]

*shudders*
sleep bad nuh uh nuh uh
bad dream

[silvermist]

Oh honey *hugs* sorry that you had a bad dream! you're safe here, nothing can hurt you sweetie x

[bobbiwibble]

sorfrfy
i dont know what im doing
i feel so dirty ill and scritchy
like there are creepy crawlies all over my neck if that makes sense
im tyring to be good and strong but its not working im so at a loss

[bobbiwibble]

help.....

[Smile like you mean it]

*curls up crying*

[bobbiwibble]

i think i was good and got a little bit of sleep
but now i feel worse than ever
i want to go to the hospital and be looked after but theres nothing wrong with me, all theyll do is take tests and samples which will be triggering and ill hate them
i dont know

[frenchhorn]

thats good you got some sleep, maybe going to hospital would be a good thing they can make sure you are ok and give you some support. *offers you cuddles*

[troubleshooter]

Since you were hurt they might help some of that, and most hospitals have social workers and counselors you can talk to. I think you should go. *hugs*

[frenchhorn]

i gave her the letter and now she wants to have a chat, scared.

[PlayingForKeeps]

im dirty.
and i want self harm.
i wasn't safe last night
and i thought about him a lot...

[shadow-light]

does anyone know how you tell the difference between "dreams"/"intrusive thoughts" and "reprssed memories"?

[PlayingForKeeps]

i can offer my opinion and experience. Dreams happen in times of unconsciousness. (although they can be intrusive and painful at times) its a product of your subconscious mind.

intrusive thoughts are you usually the product of trama. they interrupt your daily life and cause strong emotions attached. they seem uncontrolable and come and go without warning.

repressed memories occur when a child or sometimes and adult dissociates or "blacks out" during times of abuse and as a direct result the person will not remember these events inspite of acurate evidence until the brain feels that the person is capable of handling the memories.

these have a lot do with eachother. are you experiences them? if so i can lend a listening ear . i experience it too.

*hugs*
lolo

[shadow-light]

I keep having sort of "Images" in my head... both while awake and asleep...
I have DID so sometimes the others share memories with me, but this doesn't feel the same as that... so I'm not sure what'sgoing on

[bobbiwibble]

shakes

[troubleshooter]

*cuddles Bobbi and gives a blanket*

[shadow-light]

Quote:

Originally Posted by bobbiwib

i want to go to the hospital and be looked after but theres nothing wrong with me, all theyll do is take tests and samples which will be triggering and ill hate them
i dont know

I thiink you should go tot he hospital. as you say they will look after you, and make sure that you are ok physically.

They'll understand that you are scared, and I'm sure they will be nice and gentle, and not do anything that you can't handle.


but you really should go if you can

[troubleshooter]

And if you go to the hospital you'll get the Crown even longer honey ok? *snuggles* We want you cared for

[bobbiwibble]

im gonna try *nods*
patrick never came down.. he overslept and got angry at me when i was upset
he said i was tyring to make him feel guilty and the worst part is i kinda was
i just wanted to feel loved
i just want to be cuddled and looked after right now but im all alone

[bobbiwibble]

i dont hae the crown to be honest i gave it back

[shadow-light]

you shouldn;t give the crown back. you deserve it. you were brave and you can't undo that by any action of thought now it's done.