The Safe Room

[sherbet lemon]

me struggling i wana do something bad. it too hard

[Starless]

*runs into corner*
*bangs head on wall*
Safe?

[troubleshooter]

*puts Sarah in padded area* No, we don't harm in here honey. *hugs* You're safe.

[Starless]

*throws self against walls*
*has temper tantrum*
*screams*
*cries*
padded room good idea
need be safe

[shadow-light]

*gives out blankets and teddies*


*tapes cushions to walls for extra padding*



*goes to corner and hides under remaining blankets*

[troubleshooter]

*hugs Hazel* hey honey

[shadow-light]

*waves*


hi. how are you?

[Starless]

sarah bad
sarah be no safe
too much

[troubleshooter]

i'm okay I suppose. I actually need to work on that grant for the safe house. Blah...assignemtns. At least this one is useful

[frenchhorn]

grrrrrrr, writing this letter is so hard, really scared its going to make everything so much worse

[shadow-light]

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not sure I shoud be asking this.. but I need to know.... I have been posting and reading on a thread in gernal chat on carrying knifes and everyone seems to have a bad opinion n knife carrying and on the potential of stabbing/hurting people, even though the other person is/may hurt you... but... welll I used to carry a knife and... well...

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one night I had to se it... 3 guys got me down an alley and one had a knife of their own.. I paniced.. I didn't car ewhat happened, decided either they killed me or I escaped.. I couldn't let other bad things happen... so I got out my knife and stbbed it into the closest guys leg before running...
I got away...

I don't feel at all guilty for this... I don't feel like I did tht wrong... granted maybe situration could have been handled better... but... well... they were going to do reallly bad stuff... I would have rathrt hey killed me than done that...


but my question is... does that make me a bad person?

[troubleshooter]

Hazel, you did NOTHING wrong. You defended yourself. There's nothing wrong with carring a knife for self-defense. I do. *hugs* You shoudl've done that. It's better he just got a cut on his leg than all of them hurting you. It's ok honey, you're a good person. :)

[Starless]

like she said
no bad person
you safe now
is good

[shadow-light]

just feel like should feel some degree of guilt or something.. don't know..


sorry. it's ok really, will stop thinking lol

[troubleshooter]

If you've found a way to stop thinking please inform me how!

[shadow-light]

lol. switching works well for me, when an alter comes out I don't think for a while lol. but need to have DID for that, and hope that something triggers one of them at a time when you want the thinking to stop
otherwise... erm... meditation?

[Starless]

I would like to stop thinking too.
That would be really nice.
Or sleeping would be good to.
You don't think when you're asleep

[bobbiwibble]

he raped me

[troubleshooter]

Who did? When?

[shadow-light]

what's happeed? you ok?