*waves back* not good. disclosed something i shouldn't have and been trying to work out what to do. but i've figured out i'm just going to tell them i was lying.
depending on what you said and who too it may not be as bad as you think... maybe just don't mention it unless they bring it up, and try not to worry about it until that occurs.
I've been DeviantArting, or at least alters have lol. None of the debating people rang me to shout at me, so I'll just avoid them for a week or so and things should be ok...
it feels like everything's come crashing down. it was just something about abuse but now i'm scared that telling is going to make my world end. i shouldn't have said it. i'm scared they'll all be talking about me now because they share everything throughout the team so i'll just tell them i was lying, it'll be okay :S
i'm glad none of the debating people rang you to shout at you, you don't deserve to be shouted at. dA is the shizzle :)
feel so stupid, had a panic attack in a rehearsal with only 13 other people and had to go outside then they told me to go home and i missed rest of rehearsal when we have a concert on saturday, have let them all down feel so stupid
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
I doubt that they think badly or anything of you due to what you said. They might not bring it up again anyway, never know.
I used to like DA, but then went off it lol. Only back on now for alter expressionism mainly... I find if theyhave somewhere/way to express their selves they interupt my life and damage the body less :)
see him on saturday, dont want to, scared, hate having to see him and pretending in front of others that everything is fine and hate the way in front of others he is nice to them, hate it
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
maybe try to focus on it only being for a short time? Even countdown to when he leaves if it helps.
At what age do people think it's resonable to dress up for halloween? Some of my younger alters sort of want to do the whole halloween thing... but the body is 22 so it could look stupid... hoping I can keep them happy by making some halloween cakes and maybe leting them do apple bobbing or something... but not sure
*curls up in blankie in the corner*
I'm conffussed
again..ugh
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feel bad
feel naughty
need a friend
someone to cuddle me and tell me it will be alright
but thats impossible
goit no friends
too disgusting
nobody will come near me
in case its contagious
Good morning :D
I'v been better and have been worse. Actually I've been feeling a little bit better the last couple of days than I have in months now :D
But have to go to the dentist soon, scared about that
How you be?
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"Greatness inspires envy, envy engenders spite, spite spawns lies. You must know this, Dumbledore."
- The Dark Lord
ick dentists are not fun :(
im feeling oddly cheery - im not used to feeling awake during the daytime lol
my moods are so so up and down though :O
got counsellor at 2.30 and im looking forward to it in an odd sort of way
