same, my CPN's just been, was polite enough not to comment on the fact i'd obviously just shoved everything under my futon... including a small pile of soil
My room's a tip too. I really need to tidy it today but I can't find the motivation. I have to though because I can't get to my desk to do my work. Need to find the motivation for that too!
jo sorry
jo did bad thing
jo text him
he replied now he wont leave jo alone
he telling jo badt thibgs
jo will have to be sorry to him
jo just wanted to know if what he did was rape
jo sorry
jo feels odd
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
jo needs to trust herself... i don't know jo's story but if she experienced it as rape then it was, and i thoroughly believe jo. i wish it hadn't happened to her and i wish she realised she deserves so much better.
i'm really relieved that my CPN doesn't think i can deal with the life drawing class at the moment... feeling quite a bit better... still feel guilty and like a failure though... feel like am transferring blame onto the tutor when it isn't his fault... not strong enough to do it though.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
i have my appointment today but i dont know what to do or say when im there............
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
cant do this, cant go to rehearsal and sit there for 2 hours, just cant but if i miss it i get in trouble and they dont understand that sometimes i just cant go, but feeling really anxious and panicy today so a rehearsal will tip me over the edge to a panic attack, sorry being useless and selfish, just being such an idiot today, my teacher will hate me know and think me rubbish.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*hugs*
not good, panicing about rehearsal, and played so rubbish in lesson today that teacher will think me rubbish and feel really stupid and depressed.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Your not rubbish hun! I promise. Teachers shouldnt think that any pupil is rubbish. They are there to offer help, where they think help is needed. That all :)
xxx
grr to male lazy people lol
