has anyone every experianced like mirror vison? twice today now my vision has sort of flipped and all the stuff on the left has ended up on the right and visa versa...
thats ok Bobbie, I'm here if you ever need to talk. *hugs*
I'm panicing over loads of stuff and have a lot of anger in me which really needs to be let out, really want to ounch a wall, but trying to distract myself.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
distracting yourself from anger probably wont help cos it will just bubble up inside you.
art might help cos you can be pretty violent with that (dont go near the french horn cos music + anger is NOT therapeutic as i learned with my ukelele :P )
people suggest punching pillows, ive never found that helpful but could be worth a try!
yeah punching pillows has nevered worked for me, they're too soft, I really need to scream and throw things but cant.
Dont worry my french horn is safely in his case.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*sits in corner*
too scared to sleep
she makes me feel horrible
*cries*
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I's ok...
just woke up
don't have any feelings yet
I's watching the squirrel outside
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Im remembering more and more.. too much for my liking.. im feeling myself slip back to last week.. im a dirty dirty person i didnt accept my punishment and i reported it to the police those boys were only trying to help me.. i deserved it and i new it what was i thinking let the nurses give me the morning after pill and pain killers for the broken bones? I shouldnt have even gone to hosp... i dont want to die but i dont want to live.. memories are too painful *curls up in corner*
"It is not the strength of the body that counts, but the strength of the spirit"
-J.R.R Tolkien
im just scared... remembering more and more stuff in which i dont remember happening! Meg is naughty, meg doesnt want to go back to college where people know what she did, they know how dirty i am.. megs mum being mean and trying to get meg to talk about anthony cant do it remembering too much, meg wants to talk to therapist about memories but dont know if she can..
meg is sorry
"It is not the strength of the body that counts, but the strength of the spirit"
-J.R.R Tolkien
you didn't deserve it, and you did right reporting it to the police. The police are there to protect people, if what they did was not wrong then the police would not have listened would they?
I'm a bit worried... I think something may have happened in the last hour that I don't remember...
those boys were only trying to help me.. i deserved it and i new it what was i thinking let the nurses give me the morning after pill and pain killers for the broken bones? I shouldnt have even gone to hosp... i dont want to die but i dont want to live.. memories are too painful *curls up in corner*
