The Safe Room - Page 3561

StarBear x · 09-10-2009, 11:32 PM

whats wrong Imogen sweetie?
your safe here -nods-
I'll look after you xx

I spy Hazel =] how are you?

xxx

frenchhorn · 09-10-2009, 11:36 PM

everything is s rubbish i hate me so much, cant even stand up to my friends and say want i think scared they will leave me like everyone else.
stupid idiot i hate me a million times more than any of them and he is coming in two weeks tomorrow, dont want to see him, but get to see mum to.

StarBear x · 09-10-2009, 11:41 PM

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Originally Posted by frenchhorn

everything is s rubbish i hate me so much, cant even stand up to my friends and say want i think scared they will leave me like everyone else.
stupid idiot i hate me a million times more than any of them and he is coming in two weeks tomorrow, dont want to see him, but get to see mum to.

-holds you- I won't leave you x
Maybe write a letter to your friends saying what you want to say to them?
You are NOT a stupid idiot baby x
Promise xx <3 x

shadow-light · 09-10-2009, 11:42 PM

maybe when they come up you and your mum can go do something together, say it's a "girly day out" or something. so you get to see her a bit withut him

frenchhorn · 09-10-2009, 11:48 PM

cant they are coming to hear me in some concerts and he wouldnt let us, he has to know everything that s going on and i feel so guilty i leave mum and sister at home with him and i am 4 hours away and mum ill i need to look after her but cant i'm so selfish. sorry
how are you two?

bobbiwibble · 09-10-2009, 11:48 PM

hi...................

shadow-light · 09-10-2009, 11:49 PM

you ok bobbi?

bobbiwibble · 09-10-2009, 11:53 PM

no... not really.. sorry.. really not coping dont know what to do.. ive had three showers so why do i still smell like him

shadow-light · 09-10-2009, 11:56 PM

like deoderant or purfume that you canput on? Or some nice smelling moisturing creams?

frenchhorn · 10-10-2009, 12:01 AM

*offers hugs to everyone* sorry its not more just not in a good place

bobbiwibble · 10-10-2009, 12:05 AM

i did i put so much on..... *crawls under covers*

sorry i know im being selfish

i just keep thinking.... what i did... how could i how could i

it was so ****ed up, what i did..... it was the most ****ed up thing ive ever done.... i dont know who i am any more, it changed eveyrthing

shadow-light · 10-10-2009, 12:08 AM

do you want to talk about what happened?

bobbiwibble · 10-10-2009, 12:15 AM

dont know.... a bit but i dont know if i can face it i dont know what to say

sorry i didnt mean to sound ungrateful

shadow-light · 10-10-2009, 12:16 AM

no it's ok. but if you decide that you want to talk then I'm here

bobbiwibble · 10-10-2009, 12:21 AM

thank you.. just scared.. cos didnt go how it was meant to go.......

dont know what people will think of me cos i dont even know what to think of myself

frenchhorn · 10-10-2009, 12:23 AM

its ok Bobbie your safe in here. I'm also here if you want to talk but its ok if you dont want to.

bobbiwibble · 10-10-2009, 12:42 AM

ok *takes a deep breath*

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frenchhorn · 10-10-2009, 12:44 AM

*hugs Bobbie*

shadow-light · 10-10-2009, 12:47 AM

there is no reason anyone would hate you for that!

that doesn't make you disgusting it's a natural biological process. And not fighting doesn't mean it wasn't wrong. He's hurt you so many times that now your mind probably just thinks it easier not to fight, just to go along and get it over with. It doesn't make you bad, or make anyone hate yoou.
In fact Sarah in me was created for that very purpose... to not fight, but to just comply and get it over with with the minimal amount of physical injury and the smallest amount of time

whirlpools · 10-10-2009, 06:02 PM

i can feel it inside me.