The following content has been hidden - Reason : Dirty me, poss trig
I can feel him.
But me really are dirty, me not say no. Me want him to love me.
Scared he not love me anymore if I not...
But don't want his hands down there.
Someone make him stop
Feel it
*Hides in corner*
Sorry me be so useless
-hugs- your NONE of those things
baby what he does / did is WRONG!!!
you are not useless
xxxx
'please...please...please dont leave me'
'havent you heard the news your dead?' '
'this used to be a funhouse but now its full of evil clowns...'
and I'm afraid love doesn't work like that, love is not something you should need to earn, you shuldn't have to do things against your will to please them. if they truely love you they would ever ask you to do things like that
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
The following content has been hidden - Reason : stupid me
I know ... I should know better
But me, me stupid
And me be dirty
And and and...
*cries*
I care so much about him
And I like the attention, just for a little bit
But then I feel dirty
And now I feel so bad, and noughty
And I don't want to anymore
But I can't stop now
What if he tells?
Everyone will know I'm bad and dirty
My RYL family: PaperClip is my big sis
"Greatness inspires envy, envy engenders spite, spite spawns lies. You must know this, Dumbledore."
- The Dark Lord
you're not bad or dirty StillBroken. i know i can't make that feeling change though. it's normal to want some attention and some closeness, even if the attention and closeness means being hurt. sometimes it's all you're used to, but you deserve so much more.
you can find someone better, you are worth more than that, worth more than what he makes you. you deserve someone who really loves you, not someone who uses you
My shoulder really hurts :(
Sarah (one of my alters) has been painting tonight. I'm really quite jellious of her ability lol
Also just learnt of a woman called "Kim Noble" who's an artist with DID, been looking at their work, it's really good
csant talk here
not here
oonly on msn
not here
people tell on me
i get shouted at
i get nervous
it scary
msn not scary
people seem more real on msn too.
sorry i shuts up now
'please...please...please dont leave me'
'havent you heard the news your dead?' '
'this used to be a funhouse but now its full of evil clowns...'
mummy
daddy
they say thsi site a bad influence
they say can add people from here on msn
but can'tt alk on here
not allowed
if caught...
,,,,bad stuff happens
'please...please...please dont leave me'
'havent you heard the news your dead?' '
'this used to be a funhouse but now its full of evil clowns...'
ah... I can sort of see why they;d veiw the site as bad... but surely if the site is a bad influance then the people are, so why able to speak to said people on msn and not here when it's the same people :/
ah... I can sort of see why they;d veiw the site as bad... but surely if the site is a bad influance then the people are, so why able to speak to said people on msn and not here when it's the same people :/
me no know.
pareant's be confusing me. >.<
i no understand what there on about
'please...please...please dont leave me'
'havent you heard the news your dead?' '
'this used to be a funhouse but now its full of evil clowns...'
