The Safe Room

[l.e.g.o]

i cant do this
i cant
hate me please
hate me
its all i deserve
if i push everyone away it will be better

[StillBroken]

You can do this
You deserve better
No one should hate you *shakes head*
We don't want Jo to push us away
We like Jo, we think Jo is very nice

[l.e.g.o]

sorry
jo bad
jo cant cope

[shadow-light]

*waves*

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Ick physic..

I like physics... does that make me a freak? :P

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by StillBroken

*gives you magic blankets with healing power so you won't be sick anymore*
Why you scared Star?

Thanku -huggles magic blankie-
Scared cos of flashbacks
and something that happended today

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Originally Posted by shadow-light

*waves*




I like physics... does that make me a freak? :P

-waves back-
that no make you a freak Hazel it just my physic teacher did bad stuff to me while i was in high school!

[StillBroken]

Flashbacks are scary, but they're not real. They can't hurt you.
Want to talk about what happened today?

I like physics too, it's the tests I don't like

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by StillBroken

Flashbacks are scary, but they're not real. They can't hurt you.
Want to talk about what happened today?

I like physics too, it's the tests I don't like

The following content has been hidden - Reason : ***Triggering***

my friend did bad things.
he told me he wanted to do a game.
he then wen i sed no
pulled me down onto my bed
ripped my top
pulled down my underwear [I was in my pj's so didnt have trousures on]
pulled my hand down there
put my hand on his boy thing
made me touch it
he kept playing with my breasts.
then moved slowly down.
he kept feeling / playing with my girly parts.
i sed no
he no listen
he kept shuving his hand in and outof my girly parts
then he got up
pulled up his pants
gave me a hug
slaped me and said 'dont ever ever tell anyone about this'
i just cried

[StillBroken]

*hugs Star*

That does not sound like a very good friend.
I don't think you should see him anymore
He no good
Sorry you had to go through that *cuddles tightly*

[shadow-light]

*agrees*

not a good friend at all. he'll only have said not to tell as he knows he's in the wrong too

[StarBear x]

feel icky.
feel sick
bleeding down there
it going through my pj's
im scared.

[shadow-light]

don't be scared. why are you bleeding?



I'm really not feeling good... keep loosing focus and my head feels odd

[StillBroken]

Bleeding's no good
You are safe here Star
No one can hurt you here
I'll protect you if you want to?

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by shadow-light

don't be scared. why are you bleeding?



I'm really not feeling good... keep loosing focus and my head feels odd

-pushes a hug jar towards Hazel-
I bleeding because of what he done, just bleeding down ther

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Originally Posted by StillBroken

Bleeding's no good
You are safe here Star
No one can hurt you here
I'll protect you if you want to?

yes wud like that
thanku xx

[shadow-light]

bleeding not good... are you sure you don't need any sort of medical attention?

Do you have any tampon towel things (I can't remember their name :/ ) that you could just to stop it leeding through your clohing?

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by shadow-light

bleeding not good... are you sure you don't need any sort of medical attention?

Do you have any tampon towel things (I can't remember their name :/ ) that you could just to stop it leeding through your clohing?

me be sure.
me wudnt go anyway
they wud just shout
and get angry at me
they wudnt do anything

yes me has some
just cant deal
dont know if can
touch down there at the moment

[shadow-light]

doctors wouldn't shout.


I can understand that. Do you ave any of the towle panty liner type ones? then you wouldn't need to go near "there" but you'd also not be bleeding through clothes o wouldn't ave to see it

[StillBroken]

Bleeding's really no good

*Hides Star behind me so no one can hurt her*

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by shadow-light

doctors wouldn't shout.


I can understand that. Do you ave any of the towle panty liner type ones? then you wouldn't need to go near "there" but you'd also not be bleeding through clothes o wouldn't ave to see it

Yes me got some of them
Me just changed
But still feel dirty and yucky

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Originally Posted by StillBroken

Bleeding's really no good

*Hides Star behind me so no one can hurt her*

-curls up shaking- -stares at blade-
bad bad bad
naughty girl
naiught evil
vile star

xxx

[shadow-light]

you are not dirty nor bad in any way





gah! I cant even type now. have to read through about 6 times as I keep getting words mixed up and stuff

[StarBear x]

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Originally Posted by shadow-light

you are not dirty nor bad in any way





gah! I cant even type now. have to read through about 6 times as I keep getting words mixed up and stuff

-hugs Hazel-

sorry me stop typing now if it's confusiing you x