Thanks for the reply. I just...I need to talk to someone about this. I have a date and a plan, and on one hand it's a relief, but on the other it's affecting my life really badly. I just...I don't know what to do :(
Wolfstar, great job! Good first step! I know you probably don't feel better yet and it takes time but I'm proud of you. Keep talking... We're here for you. If you want to know about my journey with medication just pm me. I'm happy to share. :)
All hope lost forever. We care. What happened? You tried to reach out to whom? I'm sorry you felt rejected. People do care love. Tell us what happened. Maybe we can help. Hugs
It's a couple of weeks away, and I don't know whether I'll go through with it...I mean, I've set dates before, and when it actually comes to it, I realise I don't want to die. So I don't know :(
cant do this anymore... noone will help me, doctors cant do anything and psychs are just making me wait and wait and wait... partner can't cope with me, contacted more support groups than I can count, but still got nothing...
I just cant do this anymore... existance is not life
damn it why now. great timing, how the heck im i suppost to sort this,got way to many stuiped thoughts going through my mind, keep thinking the worse. damn it why now. can this just end now please.
I was just in the hospital twice in a row and it's been like a week and i'm feeling suicidal again which is longer then the first time i got out but still. I'm screwed up. I don't wanna go back to the hospital :(
Another day - Another play - Mold the clay
Straighten it out -Make it lay - Breathe upon the living creature Lungs burn - Heart pumps - Fingers twitch - Becomes alive -
talaiporia: Thank you :) ...because I don't know. I guess it scares me to go back like it's admitting that I'm so messed up. I feel like I'm never gonna get better. I can't even get up the effort to take my meds anymore :/
Another day - Another play - Mold the clay
Straighten it out -Make it lay - Breathe upon the living creature Lungs burn - Heart pumps - Fingers twitch - Becomes alive -
Everyone has difficult times sometimes; some more than others. It's not a weakness to admit you need help, it shows strength and courage that you're willing to accept it. You will get better eventually, it just takes time.
Have you stopped taking your meds? It's only going to make you even worse if you do...
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
It's hard to admit i need help. and i'm always afraid my grandparents will just get fed up and not take me back after going to the hospital so many times.
Yes i have stopped taking them so i can save them up for something bad...
Another day - Another play - Mold the clay
Straighten it out -Make it lay - Breathe upon the living creature Lungs burn - Heart pumps - Fingers twitch - Becomes alive -
They won't get fed up with you; if you need help you should ask for it.
You should really try to start taking your meds again; or if you don't want to, ask your grandparents to look after them so that you're not tempted to OD.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
