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3. yes with a bandage and a glove on top of that
4. sean problems, bulllying, other ****
5. october 2012 - present
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
why is it that i can give people really good advice but i cant give myself any.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
i like false nails, glueing them on, cutting them, filing them - it takes my mind of things(sean, SH) but i cant always do it
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
In seven years; time you'll be 22. Either you'll be out living your life, with a boy you love ten times more than Sean, doing something you love, maybe even thinking about having kids. Or you'll be sitting posting on a fifteen year old's thread on a self harm support site, begging them not to throw their lives away as you have, looking at your scarred body wishing you'd taken advice from people who knew way more than you realised. Which one would do you prefer?
I must say, I'm not trying to make out that we've all got terrible lives, not at all, but I for one wish I'd stopped before I started.
When I had been self-harming for about a month I tried to stop and it was hard. It's a million times harder, three years down the line. Seriously. You are making a terrible mistake.
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i atually want a baby now, i just dont have anyone to give me one
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
When I had been self-harming for about a month I tried to stop and it was hard. It's a million times harder, three years down the line. Seriously. You are making a terrible mistake.
This, it becomes so addictive. I wish I had never started. I'd do anything to tell the younger me to not do it.
In seven years; time you'll be 22. Either you'll be out living your life, with a boy you love ten times more than Sean, doing something you love, maybe even thinking about having kids. Or you'll be sitting posting on a fifteen year old's thread on a self harm support site, begging them not to throw their lives away as you have, looking at your scarred body wishing you'd taken advice from people who knew way more than you realised. Which one would do you prefer?
I must say, I'm not trying to make out that we've all got terrible lives, not at all, but I for one wish I'd stopped before I started.
When I had been self-harming for about a month I tried to stop and it was hard. It's a million times harder, three years down the line. Seriously. You are making a terrible mistake.
Well for a start, it's illegal for you to have sex until you're sixteen, so I'm not willing to discuss this with you here.
Furthermore, I'd appreciate it if you read my response and replied in full, instead of making random comments that are clearly not relating to the main points of my post.
Ashlee, no offence, but you are still a kid yourself, and from what I can tell, struggling. You really are not in a position to have a child and raise it yourself
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Ashley PLEASE don't look for ways to 'make SH easier.' You're just going to make it harder for yourself to stop.
You DO want to stop don't you??
i no
yess i do
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
id rather just have a baby, at least thats something rather than having nothing/no one at all
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
it turns out my dance teacher found out with out me telling her, she must of just piked it up or something from seeing the glove
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
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