I hope they do too... I think they do for some people in my PCT so hopefully the same for you...
I'm being re-referred back to the hospital because the burns on my arm still aren't healing and it's been over months now. Nurses are at a loss as to what to do next, and I just feel so ****ing broken and like no one can deal with me =/
For those doubts that swirl all around us
For those lives that tear at the seams
We know… we’re not what we’ve seen
For this dance we’ll move with each other
There ain’t no other step than one foot
Right in front of the other
Yeah I have - I've gone to appointments for them, not touched the dressings when I was told not to (then redressed them when I was told to), kept them dry, not picked/scratched/knocked them against things... I've done everything I've been told to. And they still won't bloody heal. It's frustrating.
And I hate hospitals / medical attention, which is really the big issue here. I'd be fine if I was just dealing with them on my own, but it's the having people notice me and pay attention to me and it's stirring up a lot of *badness* inside.
For those doubts that swirl all around us
For those lives that tear at the seams
We know… we’re not what we’ve seen
For this dance we’ll move with each other
There ain’t no other step than one foot
Right in front of the other
DID is a dissociative disorder, and is what used to be termed Multiple Personality Disorder. The dfferent names and fonts are how the different personalities distinguish themselves.
If the Human brain were so simple that we could understand it, we would be so simple that we wouldn't.
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Kaisey, good point, and hello, I'm Jasmine.
Psychotic - there are different fonts and colours so others know who is talking. This is a thread for people who suffer from dissociation, and dissociation can result in fragments or alters forming within a person. And also what Roiben has said is accurate too.
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Been a long time since I've been out, needed to re-acquaint myself with people on here. I needed a break from inside as well.
The person is here to probably wonder what the **** this **** is.
The movie 'Me, myself and Irene' always makes me smile. It proves that, unlike -some- idiots think, that keeping **** inside can explode, which is what the psych said happened to me.
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Hey Kaisey (: thanks, I like this name, Kathryn doesn't though. Tell her I say thanks for liking my name :3
What you feeling confused about?
Vaxir, of course things inside can explode (I'm not having a go I'm just reinforcing what you said). I think that's why they call it bottling things up, because eventually the pressure inside the bottle will cause it to burst.
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We're having a bit of a problem.
Kathryn feels that she has to start restricting and exercising again. She's at her heighest weight ever - I'm not that bothered but she really hates it. She's feeling really self-conscious when she's out that people are staring at her and laughing. Her paranoid thoughts are coming back about food and exercising - she just told her Mum that she wants to go out for a run even though it's dark and her mum managed to put her off the idea - she's absolutely sure that this is because her mum can't stand to see her lose weight because she (her mum) has eating problems of her own and kathryn thinks that if she lost weight then her mum may feel threatened cos she wouldn't be the only small one in the house... If you see what I mean.
I really don't know what to do, Kathryn wanted to run because she's got really bad urges to cut and if she doesn't do something constructive like exercise then she will - and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
