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Old 13-02-2011, 01:53 PM   #5441
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found this on another forum and thought it could be of interest to any UK people:


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Campaign for the Recognition and Inclusion of Dissociation and Multiplicity (working title)

If you are a dissociative survivor who would like the chance to speak out (probably 10-15 minutes) or otherwise contribute at the event below about your experience of dissociative living, getting (or not getting) help, and what changes you'd like the campaign to achieve, please email Valerie Sinason at VSinason@aol.com. It is important that you can arrange any support you will need for before, during and after the day to enable your participation. There are limited time slots to allocate so whether or not you are actually invited to contribute depends on the level of response from survivor speakers/contributors wishing to be involved.

If you want to attend but not be a speaker/contributor, put the date in your diary and watch for further details which will be circulated later.

Campaign for the Recognition and Inclusion of Dissociation and Multiplicity (working title)
in every day life, creativity, diagnoses, treatment, teaching, training, thinking

On Saturday March 12th 2011 at the London Voluntary Resource Centre

Donations of £10 are being asked for, to include coffee and tea but not lunch

The aim if to get 250 people to London as part of a national campaign for greater understanding, education, training, teaching, research, resources and so on, on the subject of dissociation multiplicity and the trauma that led to it, with survivor contributions forming the core of the day.

Sponsered by the Paracelsus Trust, the charity of the Clinic for Dissociative Studies, Director:- Valerie Sinason

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Old 14-02-2011, 04:34 PM   #5442
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problem with having seperate accounts is that it can become confusing for those without DID... That and some people are not exactly accepting of the diagnosis in the first place...



I'm feeling awful today, just really lonely and low, and constantly on the verge of crying... not sure why... Jack is going out tonight though so I will be home alone all evening :sigh:
System has been very inactive recently, not much chatter nor much switching. Though I have been getting AWFUL headaches (the type where painkillers do nothing) so think that something big may be coming

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Old 14-02-2011, 04:37 PM   #5443
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Sorry to hear you're feeling so low Hazel ): *offers hugs*

Hope everyone's okay today.

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Old 14-02-2011, 04:40 PM   #5444
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*flail* >.< *hugs to all who want one*



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Old 15-02-2011, 03:04 AM   #5445
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use extreme caution with the hide box content

As you may notice Richard's name is no longer on our sig. he is now confined and restrained and locked away.. im suprised we were able to do it. thankfully the voice did much of the work..it shocked me how much the voice was able to do. i dont think we could have succeeded otherwise.. anyhow we dont want to see his name anymore.

This weekend was horrible ..

The following content has been hidden - Reason : trigger : S/A
its hard to expalin w/o too much detail but saturday we were awake all night because he was basically raping me.. know that sounds oddwith us both being alters in the same body.. but he was.. 7 times that night and once on sunday.


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Old 15-02-2011, 11:03 AM   #5446
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I'm glad to hear that you managed to restrain him, and I'm sorry to hear that he did that to you *offers hugs*

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Old 15-02-2011, 03:15 PM   #5447
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Thank you Kathryn.
Sadie is taking a break today. She definately needs and deserves one.
She actually handled everything very well. She didn't freak out or cry or anything. and she did get a bit of her anger about it out with him yesterday which made her feels so much better.
Hiding is afraid he may find a way out someday because he has repeatedly thought about killing us when/if he does.
Truthfully, I doubt he will ever get out though. The voice did quite a good job at locking him away and sadie managed to restrain him securely.
Not sure if Sadie mentioned it, but besides the obvious, we had some good things come from our intervention yesterday with him.
Sarah is no longer as afraid of Dirti Girl (Serenity took Dirti Girl from the closet beforehand and took her to sarah's room.) They actually talked some and played and watched some cartoons together.

We heard a little boy clearly yell that Richard was the devil when the voice engulfed him to move him.
Right now we know very little about this boy and he isn't talking much to us inside. We decided to let him move at his own pace and not pursue asking him questions until he seems ready.
However, what we do know so far is his name is Christopher and he is 9 or 10 yrs old.Seems to have beliefs in God and the devil. All boy. loves bugs and other critters, playing in the dirt and cartoons like He-Man.
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Old 15-02-2011, 03:20 PM   #5448
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Ah okay. Tell Sadie from us that she's done very well (: and tell Christopher we said hello (:

It's confusing, I'm not sure how I'm feeling... I'm forgetting a lot of things but I've got this feeling inside that confusing things have been happening, like hearing new voices and other stuff, both inside and outside the head.

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Old 15-02-2011, 03:52 PM   #5449
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sorry about what happened Sadie. I have heard of alters hurting alters before, hard to get your head round but I have heard of it often enough to believe that it can happen.


Jack and I had a massive fall out yesterday :sigh: during which he said he resented me he feels trapped by me and often woishes that he had never met me... I've been having dreams recently in which I kill myself in order to "release him" too, so all put together things not going well...
Got another doctora appointment today... starting to feel like I live at the doctors surgery...

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Old 15-02-2011, 03:55 PM   #5450
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Sorry to hear about that Hazel, things like that are said in the heat of the moment but I'm sure he didn't mean it. Hope your doctors appointment goes okay.

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Old 15-02-2011, 04:06 PM   #5451
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think he did mean it... I wrote up more about the argument in my thread in serious, but basically he thinks that I "intrude" on his life just because when he goes out I ask what sort of time he'll be back (mainly so that I know if I need to be in to cook dinner or whatever)

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Old 15-02-2011, 08:26 PM   #5452
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thank you. im supossed to be inside taking a day off but well i dont wanna ignore anyone and other stuff i wanna do too.

hazel so sorry jack said all of that. Wish he was able to understand yall more =/

i found a site .. i will pm to you that we found the other night.. may be helpful maybe..
take care everyone..

oh and kathryn we will try to relate the "hello" to Christopher for you. =)
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Old 16-02-2011, 03:29 AM   #5453
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dont know why but i cant seen to absorb or process things like i used to.. everything that happens seems surreal to me.
I am starting to think it is my fault .. that I caused it cause i stay inside so much and often try to forget and disappear.

i guess it makes sense that it is my fault.
i feel lost and confused and totally not in control of my own mind anymore.
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Old 16-02-2011, 05:53 AM   #5454
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Hiding, it's not your fault that that happened. Sometimes alters hurt one another. They are selves and they have their own ideas, personalities, goals, beliefs, and behaviors. The important thing is to learn to work together as a group so that some kind of harmony can be achieved.

That being said, reading what happened to Sadie made The Others very unhappy. Mishka in particular wanted to pass along this message: "I am going to monitor this situation through Jen--it's very dangerous for all involved, especially Sadie, and is too much like what happend to our system. We support Hiding and the rest of the system in healing and coming together."



My name is Matt, and I am a boy. Feel free to PM me :)

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Old 16-02-2011, 12:35 PM   #5455
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I don't know you very well Hiding, but I do know it's not your fault. I agree with above... Some people are bad, some people are good. We all do different things and have different ways of thinking. >_O I hope you're ok though.



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Old 16-02-2011, 02:59 PM   #5456
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Jen, Mishka & stallion~

ty all for support. I just don't know why i cant seem to absorb and process these things and others situations emotionally. i feel so lost and out of touch, usually I would have thought I'd like feeling this way and in a way I do but I dunno how to explain it.. it iskinda scarey too.
Sadie says thank you all as well. She is handling it all much better than I would if it had happened to me.

oh Hazel sadie says sorry for not sending the PM yet.. we got switchy and forgot.. we will try to send it this afternoon..
sorry

umm not sure what else to say right now..umm and we have to go to work soon,,*sigh*

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Old 16-02-2011, 04:59 PM   #5457
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Hope you're okay Hiding, you have our support too (: and we will try to support everyone else here.

keep thinking what happened to me wasnt abuse, was i making it up? i don't have any proof that it happened, bar my memories, the state im in now and how i used to/still hate my cousin. none of the alters that i know of are around, just a few that i dont know. they keep talking to me randomly but sometimes their voices are outside my head, i heard music playing the other day but no radio was on and it couldnt have come from anywhere else.

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Old 17-02-2011, 01:45 AM   #5458
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Kathryn~
thank you hon. things have just been hard and well ..i dunno i feel detatched..i guess.

sorry you are struggling also. Pm anytime if you want ok?
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Old 17-02-2011, 01:07 PM   #5459
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thankyou, just cut up about it and not really sure what to do :/ thanks for the kind words though, and the same goes for you.

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well kitkat if you need to talk or vent ..pm us ok?
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