I spilt it. I blabbed everything to him. I told him how I know he is faking, I told him how I know he copied me and a few others. I even wanted to show him the truth, how much his copying bothered me with "Rose" and my name, "systems" and "co-conscious".
He copied me and others and it made me sick and upset and I put up the is long until I told him. Now he will hate me and others for the truth. I'm sorry, but.. he was disgusing.
He.. He blamed my friend for getting r****. Pretending to be his alter. He blamed him for it, really hurt him. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM FOR THAT.
How DARE he fake to be someoen else and say it's my friend's fault for being r****?! HE ALSO COPIED ONE OF MY PEOPLE. MINE WHO WAS R****. WHAT SICK **** IS THIS!?
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He told my friend it was his fault for being r****! HOW ****ING DARE HE PRETEND AND SAY THAT. It. Is. SICK. It was never his fault. Disgusting. I will even bring forth the chat into here of how SICK he was. "It was your fault y ou got R***, you deserved it."
That is SICK and to have copied us in the past?! I made a list even of what he copied! But he said that to my friend. Said it was my friend's fault he got r****. If he DARED say it to me of my incident I would kill him.
Rose was the result and he COPIED HER. He copied my name, Rose, co-conscious, systems.
"Co-conscious? That's not possible."
Week later.
"Oh i'm co-conscious with - Whoever,"
"Systems? Sounds stupid."
...
YOU GUESSED IT.
HOW. DARE. HE. Luckily my friend isnt on here to be "blamed for his r***".
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A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
I am currently:
Hey hope everyone's good today (:
Vaxir - Sorry to hear about your friend ):
Hazel - Glad to hear you found a flat (:
Sorry, not really focused enough to give support. Just had a really good talk with my Mum about everything that I'm experiencing and she was really supportive (:
facet- lol im stoned right now and umm yeh it does help dissociation alot but dissociation isnt so bad for us at all..i like it cuz i get fronti feel like I look and not hiding and they seems far away like i have my privay for once =)
Sophie-Mercy: Integrated/ getting used to each other. Host
Tracy: I don't really know her, but she's 6 and 3/4s.
Ava, counts to ten or three depending on how badly she is doing. Young
Erin: In charge, Erin doesn't feel anything, she just is. Always.
It's been a long while, the system was under a lot of stress, a lot of very volatile switches and things. Now Sophie is back in control and everything is working a lot better. We are eating and have not SI for a significant time. Grades and social scale have gone really, but health is up
Sophie-Mercy: Integrated/ getting used to each other. Host
Tracy: I don't really know her, but she's 6 and 3/4s.
Ava, counts to ten or three depending on how badly she is doing. Young
Erin: In charge, Erin doesn't feel anything, she just is. Always.
Thank you. How are all the other systems here going?
Sophie-Mercy: Integrated/ getting used to each other. Host
Tracy: I don't really know her, but she's 6 and 3/4s.
Ava, counts to ten or three depending on how badly she is doing. Young
Erin: In charge, Erin doesn't feel anything, she just is. Always.
A couple years ago I was going through old sketchbooks from early highschool and found some drawings. I didn't remember making them, and at the time they scared me. Don't know why I held onto them.
But today I was for some reason concerned because I couldn't remember the left side of the room I was abused in, and my mind went back to that drawing, which I hadn't looked at in a long time. On the side of the bed I can't remember, there is a drawing of a tripod looking video recorder. I am terrified. Bringing it to therapy. Maybe it doesn't mean anything.
