As has been said even if it is dissociation based there is a HUGE spectrum upon which it falls. And there is also a possiblity it's not dissociation based at all but something totally different.
Noone here, in fact the internet in general, can't tell you for certain what it is, only a professional who physically meets you can do that
why do you think they'll lock you up? They only do that basicaly as a last resort
just look at how many people are on here with all sorts of disorders, we're not all "locked up". They honestly don't do it unless they absolutly have to
They wouldnt, and esp not at your age, people get admitted to hospitalm when there is not other option left or if they are a complete danger to themselfs.
If you go then they can refer you to see someone who can help and get you the help you need.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Whats worser, talking about it and getting help or trying to cope with it on your own?
You dont have a choice really, everyone on here has been in the same situation feeling scared and not wanting to get help, but the majority of people on here have went and opened up, got help and are so much better now.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Yeah, i hope u see a doc soon and gets things sorted out before it gets out of hand. I'm glad you've recognised that hearing voices isn't good and that ur willing to seek help for it. But yeah, i hope things improve soon for u. Take care there!
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How can she kill Anna? What will she do?
You have to ignore her, and it really would do you the world of good if you go.
In the meantime, is there anything you could do that would calm Lyla down? Letting her express herself in some way, writing in a journal, listening to a certain kind of music (I find listening to Killswitch Engage and Staind really helps Ayka)?
Erm I don't know just make her go away forever. She's already holding her back now.
I will talk to my parents about getting an appointment.
Um, music does help if it's loud enough, I'll listen to a bit more Bring Me the Horizon..
i get these... outside/foreign/alien thoughts in my head. like someones putting them there. the personalities are seperate though... they dont pretend to be my thoughts, i can see them, and we have conversations. the thoughts in my head dont have names. i should go to a doctor to, so i feel like a hypocrite for telling you to do something im afraid to...
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And if you wanna cut yourself remember that I love you
And if you wanna kill yourself remember that I love you
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