noone was sayin gthat anyone should go. People were feeling paranoid, to be honest the internet breads paranoia and suspision in my opinion, but just keeping quiet about fears and things doesn't help anyone so I think it's good that it was discussed. Noone was accusing anyone, it's just the nature of the internet and of peoples past experiances
Okay, I'm not going to be made to feel like the bad guy because I spoke my mind and stated some feelings. No one is making anyone leave. No one is asking or telling anyone to. No one can make anyone do anything.
But if you want to leave, no one can stop you. If you want to stay, that's your right. I was speaking my opinion.
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yes you spoke your mind but the way you put it , it sounds like you feel anyone who hasnt gone to a shrink to get the whole offical bs isn't worth support, which is wrong.
even if it is something a bit different for other people that doesnt make it less valid.
sheesh. would you say that someone who's been emotionally abused their whole life isn't allowed to get the same help that someone who's been sexaulay abused does, because that's "worse"? no probably not. what about someone whh doesn't cut "deep enough" less valid for emotional and medical help?
yes two contraversial statements but they're the same point being made here.
That's what I wanted to say, just couldn't find the right words.
normally I would never suggest sweeping anything under the rug as it were... but I am scared that this is going to get out of hand and more people may end up getting hurt... Maybe just for a little bit we should all forget about this and then maybe if people are still concerned discuss it again once it's not so fresh in peoples minds?
been so messed up. i don't even know what i'm doing or why i'm doing anything anymore. i wish stuff just made sense. scared to even talk to case managers/doctors. i feel like i'm on autopilot a lot, going physically numb a lot, kept smelling blood today. but meds never help. and the last counselor acted like i wanted attention which is so opposite cause i hardly ever open up. i don't know what to do, i can't go back down this road.
yeah sarah came out when it started triggering us some and we sat here on the computer a bit then went to lay in bed with hubby a bit and talked and he tickled sarah till she couldnt breathe lol
i could try to explain why its triggering for us.. its basically just 2 characters in the game that ex played alot. but it will sound like a really dumb reason to be triggery for us and not sure it will make sense really.
just sorta brings bits of memories i guess.. so we just try to not play with those characters much but earlier daughter was playing alot with one of them which is what caused us a problem.
we are ok now tho i think except hands hurt from me playing so much and they are getting swollen- really sensative skin..its weird we know..- so sure tomorrow they will be all whiney about it but i had fun kicking the **** outta stuff ha! SADIE
Hey guys.
We're tired, it feels as though we didn't take our meds yesterday, but we're generally pretty good with that...
We are catching up with a really good friend of ours next week and staying the night, which we are very happy about and..
We have a new project, we're going to build our new pc, we're learning a lot about the newer technology, components, compatibility etc. It's gotten us excited, plus we'll save money on the specs we want and learn new skills :)
Something is going on internally (isn't it always?) some kind of upset, young/fragile feelings, so last night we watched Thomas the tank engine, had 'Cookie' our pig out and just tried to soothe, which helped somewhat. Someone came out and did some drawing too which may have also helped release the tension, at least temporarily because we're feeling worse for wear this evening. But taking things slowly and a bit gently to keep ourselves grounded.
bleeding black - that souds like so much fun. I'd love to learn how to build a PC, will you let us know how the project progresses?
I've been having some really bad anxiety recently. Haven't left the flat much in the past week, which is really bad as it means I haven't gone to the laundrette for ages. No clean clothes. Not had any for a while. It's disgusting, I know, but I've been in the same clothes for god knows how long. My girlfriend's probably getting hugely frustrated with me because everyday I say that I'll go and every day I end up not going. I'm such a useless spazz.
For those doubts that swirl all around us
For those lives that tear at the seams
We know… we’re not what we’ve seen
For this dance we’ll move with each other
There ain’t no other step than one foot
Right in front of the other
I built a computer a few months ago, it was great fun :) although it broke last week which made me feel a bit useless as I thought I'd done something wrong inside ended up that it just needed cleaning though lol
You're not useless, I do that too... say I'm going out and then not go, it annoys my partner no end, but it doesn' make you useless just means that you're having a rough few days
Hand wash! I did that ALL through uni. And then stick them in this spin drier that jumped around the room. They still dripped all over my floor to dry! But yeah. It avoided the whole public-ness of launderette factor. [Well, SU launderette.]
I went out in a strappy top this morning. I felt good, but a layer of exposure beneath, which caused me to be hostile at times to protect me. Not in my control yet, though, but I could see it happening. But I wore the top, and it's a nice top!
chest hurting.. tight and heavy.. head dizzy and loud sounds voices making me jumpy..panic attack maybe?
i know we have ALOT of anxiety under the surface today. cause I saw my aunt today .. she is my favorite in the whole world.. and well ..told her everything.. told her about sarah and sadie. about sadie's SHing.. just everything.. she didnt seems shocked, scared or anything. she actually said she understood that ive "separated myself and given them names to identify them" she said she wont tell. but after.. kept hearing a voice inside saying "you told.. i cant believe you told.. you told.. you told the secret"
anyhow chest hurting bad so gonna relax .. not sure its panic attack..if so its more physical than mental.. not used to that kind much.
anyhow still kinda scarey.. scared i may have a heart attack ..which is dumb cause im only 33.lol
ended up that it just needed cleaning though lol