wow only 6:20 pm here.. anyhow all i keep doing is checking my email to see if dr replied..nothing yet.. andyhow think im gonna take a xanax and let Sarah snuggle with her mikeybear and watch cartoons or something,..
take care all and sorry i/we werent much support or help today.. i apologize. Hiding
We're having a rough time, but we;ve read through the last 6 or so pages that we'd missed.
We know this mightn't go down too well, but we think you guys need to stop antagonizing different alters. Every alter was created for a reason, because something in the way they behave or the way they think was needed for the system to survive. The most important thing to do is do everything you can to understand why they are being so destructive and communicate to them that they don't need to behave in such damaging ways, not tell them they are bad or unwanted.
If there is a safety risk, maybe you guys could try and employ the creative ability that helped you disconnect to that extent in the first place.
Create a "lock down" space or a bedroom that you can put Onyx in where he/she can't harm or upset anyone, until you've come up with a better plan.
Maybe this will be received badly, but I do not feel safe posting in here anymore.
Too many people, things move too quickly, and I'm a suspicious person.
Also, the thread seems to be becoming more agressive in tone and posts. Makes me uneasy. But there is no where else to go to talk about dissociative related things.
yeah the aggression does make me skim over most posts. maybe ranting/venting would be better if there's just frustration with dissociation issues that needs to be let out/ranted about and then post here for discussion about dissociation stuff? just my opinion how it might make it less triggering.
I feel (slightly more) ready to accept that I might (probably) have DID. Mostly, because I realized why I tried to deny it for so long.
I don't really know what else to say. I'm here to support though? and hopefully get to know myself better. (Wow, I sound like a Hallmark card...lovely...)
| Sarah|
i Miss you.o7.11.o8
♥♥♥♥♥♥"It has been said that time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain.
In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."
This thread is moving a tad too fast for me at the moment.
I'm losing track of what's going on for everyone.
I may not post for a while, if anyone wants to chat - pm me
It is moving pretty fast and i for one feel guilty about this. Also feeling pretty guilty about making it feel uncomfortable in here, and i really am sorry i havn't been able to have much control. i'm so new at this that i just dont know what to do. I dont have any kind of support or help at the moment and im winging it alone, sorry.
You are talking to: Kat The Others are: Annabell (Belle), Rosie, Lotty, Kate, Amy, Jessica (Jess), Sarah, Ramiel(Miel), Elizabeth (Liz), Shadow
