Triggering (Abuse) - dissociative distress thread

[hidingme]

sorry that everyone seems to be struggling right now so much.
wish I knew better what to do or say to help.

i need to go to work soon.. have these work hours 8:30-4:30 they suck and days seem to last forever.

wish it was wednesday at least all ready. but it isnt ..only monday- ugghh.
had a very sleepy ,lazy, switchy, tiring weekend.. and i am still tired.. just wanna quit working all together and stay home everyday but I just cant or bills wont get paid.

soo.. completely blah..

guess ill check back in here after work this afternoon.
just wanna snuggle in bed and sleep more.. really wish I could.


work sucks.. dont like it..not of us do right now.

Hiding

[flying[star]]

Mkay
my last post on this account. I've been talked into deleting since people are confuzzled (understandably)
So.. w/e.

Gonna do that "random password change" thing and put the email to something unaccessable so i can't log in no more if i wanted to.

[Olive branch]

Rala: Do you need to PM me about it, we could talk about it before you tell her, to keep her safe?

Alissa: Nice to meet you too, I'm sorry stuff's hard at the moment. And I hope therapy went well.

*Hugs Jo*

Hiding: Hopefully some motivation will come from somewhere or someone, you are coping wonderfully, you are doing so well. We know you can keep it up.

Flying Star/ Insanity Lives: That was very selfless of you, and great team work!

Tabitha

[l.e.g.o]

dont want to be me anymore

[l.e.g.o]

not really
im struggling to keep it heiidne and in control
stupid pathetic person i am

[l.e.g.o]

i dont want to do this anymore thats why im pathetic im not coping

[l.e.g.o]

sorry

[l.e.g.o]

im useless
dian is right
he should destroy the body

[l.e.g.o]

why its useless unless your my ex he has one use for it

[Olive branch]

S'alright Insanitylives.

Our pleasure.

[Kitkat :)]

Hi everyone, sorry I haven't posted I've been in Butlins

How are you all?

[Olive branch]

We're ok. Feeling very switchy. You?

[Kitkat :)]

Same. I don't know who's coming and who's going. I'm trying to keep track of things though, as I lost the Saturday just gone.

[Kitkat :)]

Ah same. This weekend's been confusing, I haven't really felt me if you know what I mean... And sometimes I'm not sure who me is.

[Kitkat :)]

No I know what you mean. I hate it, I can't be sure if it's me or not...

Urgh I misplaced SO MUCH this weekend... I found it again but they turned up in the oddest of places :/

[Kitkat :)]

Oh ): how'd you do all that?
I have three bruises on my right knee... I'm not too sure how I got them, and on the other side I have a scratch with a bruise as well, and I'm not sure how that got there.
When my Mum saw them she automatically assumed I'd been punching myself

Ahhhh I hate pens and pencils too, I always lose them

[shadow-light]

how is everyone?

[hidingme]

Olive- Hiding told me to tell ya thanks.. she did laugh when she read that you think she is coping well ..guess she doesnt quite agree HA!

KitKat- Sorry you lost so much time on Saturday.. hope yall are alright.

We feel really stressed in the shoulders for some unknown reason.
Sarah is wanting caroons and a nap. hmm.. maybe I should let her.

SADIE

[Kitkat :)]

I'm okay Shadow, how're you?

Hiding, I'm okay, how're you? Yeah, I'd say let Sarah read some cartoons, they're great :D

Urghh Kyle you're right, it's madly hot, I'm absolutely baking ):

[shadow-light]

Feeling a bit odd today... brain feels sort of "foggy"