Triggering (Abuse) - dissociative distress thread

[[Fog]]

Thank you both. Ill pm lynx as she knows more of the background to this, but thank you flyingstar x

[hidingme]

Hanah feel free to PM me or Hiding.

SADIE

[lynx]

OK, I'll wait for the PM then Hannah xxx

[Olive branch]

I'm about too. hugs

[[Fog]]

Hugs, thank you. How is everyone tonight?

[lynx]

*Hugs Hannah*

I'm OK. Dissociated though. Been in that state for weeks now. Tom wanted to make love and I really really want the same thing too, but I'm just not sure what's wrong with me because I never seem to get through to my body. I CAN feel my bowel playing up though so I guess God just wants to **** with my mind.

I went to the laundry service today to get Tom's bedsheet washed. I don't know what it's called in English, it's like a thick sheet stuffed with fibre, fur or something like that.

I'm glad it's cleaned. It stank, lol.

xxx

[flying[star]]

a quilt?

and usually those dont have fur in them. lol

[Olive branch]

I'm not great. But it's not important.

[shadow-light]

hope you are ok hannah.



erm, a bedding thing full of fur? Sounds possibly like a quilt to me too.



I'm really tired... Michelle is still being angry and a pain, and on top of that Faith keeps crying and going on about a "secret" but won't give any details about said secret

[hidingme]

hihi
i wana talk but nobodi to chat wif.. an pepl not undrstan my typig..it mak me sad.
Sarah

[shadow-light]

hi sarah. it's annoying when people cannot understand what you type isn't it?

[hidingme]

yeh alot! som pepls get meen to me an as tings lik if i is typig wif my feets.

[shadow-light]

well that is just nasty :(

[hidingme]

yeh it was reeli meen. but tey tout waz funi

wondr if i can lowed chat in this chat heer. sadie an hiding tris it an tey nevr liks it but mayb sombodi bes nic an talk me ther?

[shadow-light]

I haven't been in chat too much here, the times I have I have not liked it. People have been nasty about my spelling and my grammar, and to be honest often I just can't keep up with everyones writting lol

[hidingme]

oh. ok ten mayb i go seep gain soon ten.
i eetn cookee now.. but maks mouth hurt. but i stl eets it hehe

[hidingme]

who's posts ? where?
SADIE

[hidingme]

oh well cant help ya there..sorry.. no idea what youre referring to..

[bleeding black]

They are external people... We're sorta managing at the moment.

Kyle/insanity lives: Perhaps it would be easier for the rest of the guys on the thread if you had one account?

[hidingme]

hope you're alright lostboys.

Hiding