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he raped her
she hurts real bad she scared she pregnant
I have a couple alters... sarah - can be mean but nice, 13
Secret - lil but mature nice to everyone really good typer, 5 almost 7 (i know she skipped an age she wanted to skip six bad bad memories)
winter - my newest alter sweet motherly caring, 29
flying -- *hugs* I don't have a lot of words right now, but I just wanted to let you know I see how hard it is for you. Tell Kyle thanks for PMing me. I like to try and be of help :).
Hannah -- Trust me, I have no judgements about whatever it is you need to say. We all have shameful things, and to get rid of the shame we need to talk about it. Whenever you're ready, I'm ready to listen.
Emma -- Go ahead, make your own therapy bag! It's not like it's copyrighted or anything :p. I'm sorry you're struggling so much.
Secret -- I am so sorry. That should never happen to anyone. Is there anyone else offline you can talk to about this?
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Last night we managed to get more in touch with The Voice. It seems to be almost two alters in one. Luckily they are more with the rest of the system now, enough that we can communicate with them to a certain extent.
We are going to the movies with a friend tonight. Everyone is really excited to see a movie!
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My name is Matt, and I am a boy. Feel free to PM me :)
I have learned that the world is not a safe place. Not at all. But there are so many people who love me and want to keep me safe. And that is enough.
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he raped her
she hurts real bad she scared she pregnant
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u need to get to a doctor if not bc of what hapend because of the baby.
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Originally Posted by PaleMoon
flying -- *hugs* I don't have a lot of words right now, but I just wanted to let you know I see how hard it is for you. Tell Kyle thanks for PMing me. I like to try and be of help :).
aite im hacking his acct[lol. jk. i kno the pass.] what pm?
*huggles*
its startin to hurt less now but... ya... f*ck we gotta go soon 2.
she dont know i baby in tummy she cant take test yet only been 3 days have to be 5 secret scared secret very scared allie cant handle a baby allie scared veryscared
I have a couple alters... sarah - can be mean but nice, 13
Secret - lil but mature nice to everyone really good typer, 5 almost 7 (i know she skipped an age she wanted to skip six bad bad memories)
winter - my newest alter sweet motherly caring, 29
we sorry we cant do individual replies right now
but we feel bad
lil jo out of control
j missing
me harming self and trying to get clean
struggling
(its a joke im a qualified teacher)
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
secret - i agree with everyone else you need to get to a doctor to get checked. Really sorry that happened :(
I'm on Jacks netbook, it's odd, the screen is only 10" so reading things off it is strange.
I am really tired today, Michelle is still very angry with Jack and keeps letting him know... which is worrying me as I don't want him to think i am angry and i don't know how long he can cope with being yelled at by her. Faith has been crying alot today too but i do not know why
Emma - Thanks sweetie. I think I might put a thread for it in SA. It's just going round and round my head and I don't want to tell anyone but I think I need to... How's things going with Manager? I'm glad that someone has decided to help you dear.
Secret - I am so, so sorry. Hun you need to get to a doctor as soon as you can *Hugs*. We're here for you sweetie. PM me any time.
FlyingStar - Sorry you've had a hard day. Are things any calmer for you now?
Jen - That's great progress that you have managed to communicate with the Voice! How is it all going? Hope you all enjoy the movie :-]
Newlife - Is anyone around to help support you through tonight? *Hugs*.
Hazel - Have you explained to Jack that even though Michelle is angry, you aren't? How's it all going?
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My grandparents are visiting and popped in this evening but feel dissociated and exhausted and struggled. Managed to participate a little though so that's good. I'm going to do a thread now about the horrible horrible thing.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
The thread is here http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...80#post2379080. Please don't hate me. I'm so dirty and disgusting and repulsive. It's all my fault all my fault. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
I am currently:
Things are going missing in my house. It's driving me nuts.
Confused One (as someone said I should call him or her) has been acting up... First she's guilty about falling out with this friend of mine, then she doesn't care, then she just wants to cry her eyes out then she wants to SI then she's happy.
I'm so confused, feeling all this at once :/
I also feel so weak that I can't just "move on with things" like the psychiatrist said... Everything just comes back to haunt me and some days I hate the person that I've become, and I wish I could change and be someone else but everytime I try I end back at square one, and I just keep going round in circles...
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