Huge hugs to Kitkat. Gwen will talk to Blue if you want- Gwen's 6.
I have an angry personality too- her name is Mercy- she's much happier now she has what she wants, but it took two years for her to tell me what that was. If you can't talk to/ reason with her how would you feel about her typing on here and talking to me or shadow?
System A
Sophie Mandi Max Gwen Mercy Erin AVA Tracey Bridget My Isaac
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
I am currently:
Blue just told me she's 7. She's happy that she's found Gwen, cos she felt all alone.
I don't know what the girl wants... I need to know her name but she won't open up to me.
I'll let her talk to you... She has a huge amount of hate for me, she's telling me that now, she doesn't want me around... Is there anything I can do to let you know who's talking to who?
She's being so obnoxious... She despises me. Who should she talk to?
we sometimes all typpe on here, we've colour coded ourselves to try to prevet confusion. Different fonts work well too though, as does signing the end of posts with who wrote them.
I think you said eaelier tht you were currently waiting for therapy/councilling? did they give you an idea of how long the wait would be?
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
I am currently:
Blue's really nervous, she hasn't come out the corner yet, but she's looking at me, and she's not crying which is a start.
Blue's not sure yet, she's thinking about graphics because she likes drawing.
Yeah sure, I'll send it your way in a sec (:
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
I am currently:
That's a good idea... She's daydreaming now, which also pleases her greatly
I can't really find the other girl, she's quietened down
She still won't tell me her name though
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
I am currently:
Yeah, I'm good
Others are joining me Blue and Ayka... There's a girl called Skye with us now, she's nice, she's really lovely to me, she tries to calm down Ayka
There are more voices, all wanting a part of something, to be known to be heard, but I can't hear them all... I'm going to try and sort it all out, to help them a bit
Sorry we've not been around much. We've got a lot going on.
Trying to deal with all this ea*ter stuff, managing flashbacks, body memories etc....We were struggling but coping..
Then someone came out and cut pretty bad, and we had to get surgery. Since then we've been feeling like we can't even pretend things are alright and we feel worse cause we can't even maintain an outward 'ok-ness'
Plus we're in a bit of pain..
On the bright side I (Ash) now am not so disconnected with my usual counterparts, so feeling less alone and disconnected, but of course being connected isn't always the most comfortable....
Don't worry about not bein around. Sorry that someone cut like that, do you know why it happened?
I'm really not feeling good today... been feeling a bit "off" for about a week, but today it's like 20 times as bad... thing is not sure if it's MH related or if I'm actually ill...
hard to explain... whole body aches, as if just run a marathon... and keep zoning, actually to be hoenst my head feels a bit like is does when drunk... keep going really dizzy too and can't concentrate on anything :( also keep feeling really sick despite the fact htat haven't eaten today.
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
I am currently:
The same things are happening to me as well...
A few days ago I ached like crazy, like I had just done some fitness DVD
Then today at lunch I kept zoning out and my head was swimming... I still feel like it now... I think someone else has taken over me but I don't know who... Its either Skye or Crystal.
My eating's been funny too... See how it goes then if you're still concerned go to the doctor?
