I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
i dont no....but what i do no is that when i cry about sean, i want ross to notic and ask why which he usialy does
if u think that makes me an attention seeker or something then whatever - i dont know how you think so yeahh - i dont no if u think that or not
I wasn't meaning to imply that I considered you an attention seeker, I'm sorry if I did.
I was asking as it's a common reaction to any form of rejection to cling on to the first person to show comfort towards you. Sort of to fill to void left by the loss. So when a person leaves a relationship, even if they did not have strong feelings about it, they will often fall for the person who comforts them
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I thought you wanted Sean to notice... but you said you want Ross to notice your upset about Sean? Is that right?!
sort off
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I don't know what that means... but that post was in response to someone essentially taking the p*ss out of her...
yeppp
yeyy someone understands meee
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
The thing is with people noticing, there comes a point where you realise only you can help yourself. And yes, people can support you but you have to be willing to let go of some things, admit some feelings and seek support from the right place (ie, helplines, GP, teachers, counsellors)
I'm not saying its easy, in fact its really hard but you have to force yourself to take the first step... Sean or Ross or anyone else noticing won't fix this. You have to do it for yourself. x
"If only everyone could know and live with their inner craziness…people would be fairer and happier." Paulo Coelho
I don't know what that means... but that post was in response to someone essentially taking the p*ss out of her...
It means shut the **** up. My comment was a bit out of order, but I'm just finding it hard to not get angered by all the support she's getting that she doesn't seem to be taking in. She's giving really short answers and sometimes ignoring people and people still spend the time to make constructive replies. I know we all want to help her "nip the self-harm in the bud" so to speak, I do also, which is exactly why I gave genuine advice on her last thread, but there's really only so much you can do when people will only hear what they want.
Oh god I want to hear you say,
I want to hear you say that you were wrong again
This is the first thing
I have understood:
Time is the echo of an axe
Within a wood.
[quote=Sentient Treacle;3438320]"nip the self-harm in the bud" [quote]
haha ^ this sounds funny
what does it mean
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Get you to stop self-harming before it becomes an addiction.
ohhhhh kk
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
ahslee. the fact that you cannot even google words or phrases that you don't understand with is solid proof that you're incapable of absorbing and applying any help given to you. dear god
https://www.google.com/
^^^this right here is the answer to all your problems. You just need to use it
the scary thing is, if i ever did get to go out with sean and he cheated on me, id lett him, id let him mess me around, play with my head, do what he wants with me and i wouldnt care, id just sit their and let him.
im not saying we will et togather btw, i was just saying
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
