Location: A Dark Place Somewhere North Of The Border
I am currently:
why does it always get worse *hides* too scared to live to scared to die too scared to be here i just want to not feel terrified every minute of every day
*curls up in blankie*
ear hurty :(
me scared she said the infamous three words ("I love you")
I like her lots and she makes me feel safe but me scared of those words
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
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hello, I am Sarah. I have posted here before, but now all but the host are meant to stick to the DID forum we joined and a rant thread here.
But the DID forum be empty right now and I no like the rant thread.
I am scared. Is it ok if I post? I will go if it is not, and I am really sorry.
I'm just scared as I was made to sign a contract saying I would let everyone eat and would not purge as the bdy is getting ill. But the bad man has rules, we are not meant to eat we have to be small. If we are not small we cannot be used for sex and so will be beaten.
Everyone says we are safe noew and there is no bad man. But they lie, he will find us, we are never safe. never have been. And even if that bad man is gone another will appear, there is always a bad person. We exist to distract the bad people from the good people, we are hurt so others are not.
My job is to cmply, to follow the rules to keep us safe. To allow the bad man/men to do as they wish so that we do not get hit. How can I do this when everyone makes me sign contracts?
*snuggles Sunni and gently puts in ear drops* It'll feel better in a few days if you get some medicine. Have some soup and tea ok?
Dianne baby you need to go to the emergency room. *hugs* It sounds like you're hurt pretty bad and we don't want it to get even worse.
Sarah honey, you do need to try and eat. It's important to eat and keep your body healthy. You're not going to be used for sex anymore ok? There are good people who can keep the bad men away so they don't hurt you or anyone else in your body anymore. Do you understand honey?
*hugs for emmy* It'll be ok honey.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
