The Safe Room

[frenchhorn]

i'm very depressed, arguement with friends/flatmates, its a long story but they are abandoning me like people who I thought were friends have done before so its bringing back a lot of memories

[PlayingForKeeps]

ugh i hate when that happens. im sorry ppl are being shallow. *hugs* i added you on facebook :P

[frenchhorn]

thanks, have accepted you on fb.

i cant sleep, even though the new AD's I am on are supposed to also help with insomnia, I am still awake at 3am, so I just made half my cheesecake.

[PlayingForKeeps]

im on sleeping pills and sometimes they don't work. cheesecake sounds good. im sorry your not sleeping too well. im not eather. im watching cartoons. hehe

[DestroyMe]

*sits*
why is it when me try to help her she no listen?
just spent 30 minutes talking to my ex talking her off the suicide ledge and she no listen
me feel worthless

[PlayingForKeeps]

*hugs* your certainly not worthless. sometimes we have to understand that we can't help people if they aren't willing to help themselves. im sure you did your best.

[DestroyMe]

thanks
I hate this she'd rather end her life over some dumb bi*ch that's not worth it and is contoling then have someone that loves her
ugh
and I just sent her "ex" a rather nasty message too
why am I the one that has to take care of everyone?

[Wannabfree]

hi

please is there someone here?

[frenchhorn]

hi wannabfree you ok?

[Wannabfree]

hmmm no not really ''cries''
angry with self

[frenchhorn]

*hugs* why you angry?

[Wannabfree]

cause im like i am
cause i want to cut
and if i wasnt like i am then no bad stuff would happened

[frenchhorn]

thats not true, you should be yourself.

[bobbiwibble]

*hugs*
no need to cut sweetie, the bad stuff wasnt your fault xxx

[Wannabfree]

if not my fault then why other people hurt me too?
need to cut to punish myself for living like this

[Wannabfree]

even my husband doesnt love me now
and hurts me too

[DestroyMe]

woooow
holy crap...
my depression just went *poof*
cause my crush got online and we talked...
and she's single
me having a hard time asking her out
>.<

[shadow-light]

*sits in the corner*


how is everyone?



We are feeling odd... some of us are pagan and some not, so for some of us it is now new year, and some not. We lit 2 candles for our lost children, and gave offerings of barnbrack cake. Sams candle went out after 2 hours, but Isabelles is still brning strong, over 5 hours later.
We miss them...

[shadow-light]

*sits in corner*


the candle has gone out. Strugging not to cry :( I miss them so much. I just want to be able to hold them

[DestroyMe]

*hugs*
it's ok dear, I'm sure they love you and know you love them
I have yet to do my Pagan ritual
I've got two to do :|
that require me calm and not nervously bouncing off the walls like I am now
oi...