Imo: what am I supposed to do when I get off here to do homework? that's never a good destraction for me...
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
sorry im downstairs to get better internet signal so my fingers are getting cold and less able to type, as is my brain :S
starbear, you are most certainly not 'ick'! you are lovely and generous and caring <3
sunni, i know that can be really hard :( it sounds like you still have a good relationship though so would you be able to talk to her about how you feel?xx
sunni i know this sounds stupid but there are a lot of online games from wordsearches to sudoku to flash games.
good flash game distractions - max damage/ red remover/ super stacker I and II. my ex sent them to me one night when i was really flashbacky and i ended up getting really addicted so all of them seem to work :)
Imo: what am I supposed to do when I get off here to do homework? that's never a good destraction for me...
like Bobbie said games are good, also maybe try writing down how you feel, scribbling on paper, maybe go for a 5/10minute walk, I find getting out my room and getting fresh air even for a short time can really help.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
sorry im downstairs to get better internet signal so my fingers are getting cold and less able to type, as is my brain :S
starbear, you are most certainly not 'ick'! you are lovely and generous and caring <3
sunni, i know that can be really hard :( it sounds like you still have a good relationship though so would you be able to talk to her about how you feel?xx
-hugs bk-
ii be laying in bed it be stupidly cold at 4am
I is icky
i is bad
i is scared
if i show her
she'll get mad
cos me refused to show her before
and now scared
because everything in my speshul thought buk
is TRUE
and NO ONE and I mean NO ONE has ever seen it before
so I am scared.
-hides-
'please...please...please dont leave me'
'havent you heard the news your dead?' '
'this used to be a funhouse but now its full of evil clowns...'
yup :) and if you wont have internet access, if there are any papers around the house then they will have puzzles and stuff.
or draw pictures-i always have a notebook by my bed, have done for as long as i can remember! for drawings, scribblings, anything really
starbear honey its understandable, COMPLETELY understandable that you didnt tell anyone before, or show your book to anyone before
im sure nobody will be mad at you :)
and my god it is cold isnt it :( how lazy am i that ive been sitting downstairs in pj bottoms and a vest top for the last hour shivering, rather than have to unplug and carry my laptop upstairs?
reading usually helps, if I can keep my mind on it
and I've told her that once bebore..she said "sorry I can't help you, but I understand"
a week later she called me baby and told me she loved me O.O
I don't really talk to het about important stuff because she "doesn't want to hear it"
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
starbear honey its understandable, COMPLETELY understandable that you didnt tell anyone before, or show your book to anyone before
im sure nobody will be mad at you :)
and my god it is cold isnt it :( how lazy am i that ive been sitting downstairs in pj bottoms and a vest top for the last hour shivering, rather than have to unplug and carry my laptop upstairs?
-giggles- im in pj bottoms and a vest top and cant find my pj top so -is freezing- i want a cup of tea but too scared to go down stairs and make one.
you not lazy -shakes head-
I IS going to show her
I IS going to be brave
I CAN do this
NO care what HE says
He NO run my life
like he USED to
-must do what's best for her-
'please...please...please dont leave me'
'havent you heard the news your dead?' '
'this used to be a funhouse but now its full of evil clowns...'
school starts at 7?
wow thats early my school used to start at 8.30 and that was early enough. I have fallen asleep in lecture before but I now always I make sure i have a bottle of water as that helps and not going to sit down and rest so I dont fall asleep in the day and miss something, which I have done before, its not good no sleep, but it usually means I might get about 5/6 hours the next night.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
school starts at 7?
wow thats early my school used to start at 8.30 and that was early enough. I have fallen asleep in lecture before but I now always I make sure i have a bottle of water as that helps and not going to sit down and rest so I dont fall asleep in the day and miss something, which I have done before, its not good no sleep, but it usually means I might get about 5/6 hours the next night.
School starts at half 7...it takes an hour to get there which means i am always late..dont bother me though means i miss assembally x
'please...please...please dont leave me'
'havent you heard the news your dead?' '
'this used to be a funhouse but now its full of evil clowns...'
just got back from hospital, no sleep, bad evil psych told me to stop lying about alters and admit I tried to kill myself! I no try to kill self I no remember taking tablets Rachel did it
*gentle cuddles to everyone*
Sorry I haven't been around for you all.
Would i be a horrible person if I asked to hide in here for a while.
My support group has been talking about rape and it's too scary for me. It hurts too much. I don't want to go today, I'm not brave enough.
Hi Emma
Of course you wouldn't be horrible person if you asked to hide here. You can hide here for as long as you want to.
I no feel good. I kinda had a small emotional breakdown at school today. I say I'm giving up on school and everything because I'm no good at it. They all laugh at me. Not even my teacher who accidentially heard it took me seriously.
I'm going through hard times, why no one see it? Why no one take me seriously?
*Hide in corner, don't ever want to go out again*
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