No Sam please dont.im so worried about you.i love you.Please dont do this.im so glad you ended up with your CPN.
How are you doing now?Please keep talking sweetheart.i may be very selfish but you mean the world to me and so many others.i couldnt bear to lose you.im so sorry your often in so much pain though.Please let us try and help you through.
xx xx
i do not always manage to be around but i wish you all the very best - love and luck to you all!