Really need some support.
 

Sorry about this.

I attempted to kill myself this morning.

Then ended up with my CPN in a complete state.

I am home for now...I want to go out and kill myself though.

I dont know what to do.

Im so confused and distressed.

You know I <3 please hold on, remember your holiday, a chace you clear your head a bit get away from everything,

Hold on hunnie because your worth it! <--- that isn't meant to sound like the Shampoo advert,

No Sam please dont.im so worried about you.i love you.Please dont do this.im so glad you ended up with your CPN.

How are you doing now?Please keep talking sweetheart.i may be very selfish but you mean the world to me and so many others.i couldnt bear to lose you.im so sorry your often in so much pain though.Please let us try and help you through.

xx xx