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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-12-2011, 01:58 PM
Replies: 93
Views: 2,880
Posted By crjs1
I really hate being labelled by my self harm, and...

I really hate being labelled by my self harm, and actually I used to do this to myself, like in my mind id call myself a self harmer/'cutter' and really struggled to get out of that mind set... I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-12-2011, 12:45 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,322
Posted By crjs1
I agree with the other posts, it sounds like you...

I agree with the other posts, it sounds like you have a (very justifiable) desire for someone to know how you are feeling and it comes out in these fantasies.

I also think its totally normal to have...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 16-12-2011, 11:37 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 632
Posted By crjs1
Loved it, so so so powerfull as was the original...

Loved it, so so so powerfull as was the original film and 86! Could not get it, essp the overdose/flashback scene out of my head when I was trying to sleep... So well done! Cant wait to see 90!
Forum: Eating Issues Support 05-09-2011, 07:04 PM
Replies: 38
Views: 2,920
Posted By crjs1
Im so sorry that someone did that to you, a total...

Im so sorry that someone did that to you, a total abuse of trust, even if it was out of a misplaced attempt to 'help'. Really hope you dont have to leave the site and hope your treatment goes better....
Forum: Eating Issues Support 29-08-2011, 05:22 PM
Replies: 275
Views: 15,059
Posted By crjs1
And not being able to pee can be very serious...

And not being able to pee can be very serious (not trying to scare you!!), can quickly lead to kidney infections and problems.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 29-08-2011, 05:20 PM
Replies: 275
Views: 15,059
Posted By crjs1
Please tell them about the OD if they dont know,...

Please tell them about the OD if they dont know, the no weeing may well be down to that. Please please tell one of the staff, as fragile as glass said they wont be mad and can give you any medical...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 29-08-2011, 01:05 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 483
Posted By crjs1
Hey, I dont have much words at the moment, but do...

Hey, I dont have much words at the moment, but do totally understand, because your post could be me writting it! I always get the erge to cut before my psychotherepy, and get really jelous of other...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 29-08-2011, 12:55 PM
Replies: 1,565
Views: 173,565
Posted By crjs1
Same, I know its technically true but just sounds...

Same, I know its technically true but just sounds 'pathetic'.... I recently moved flat and had to get a new GP, he had all my notes etc so knew about my self harm, anyway he asked to see my arms.....
Forum: Eating Issues Support 25-08-2011, 01:03 PM
Replies: 169
Views: 11,031
Posted By crjs1
Hey just wanted to say I am thinking of you!!...

Hey just wanted to say I am thinking of you!! Hope things get easier, I know you can do it!! You remind me very much of my sister who suffers from anorexia and was an inpatient for 3 years (not that...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-08-2011, 12:58 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 343
Posted By crjs1
Hey again, Sorry to bump this up... Just...

Hey again,

Sorry to bump this up... Just struggling a lot, I cant stop judging myself for everything I do and think. I always but a bad spin on things, like I have always been there for my mum and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-08-2011, 02:24 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 343
Posted By crjs1
Cheers Michael, Really struggling today, found...

Cheers Michael,

Really struggling today, found out some horrible stufff about my mum and this arse of a guy, who she had a sort of relationship after my dad died. Anyway he turned out to be horrible...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-08-2011, 06:25 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 343
Posted By crjs1
Hey cheers for replying! I think I am so used to...

Hey cheers for replying! I think I am so used to be in a caring roll for my mum that I struggle when I'm not, its almost part of my identity. My mum is a recovering alcoholic and used to take lots of...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-08-2011, 06:16 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 343
Posted By crjs1
Cheers for replying Poppet, Its hard to say if I...

Cheers for replying Poppet,

Its hard to say if I get much relief from cutting, I think I used to get more, if that makes sence. During the actual act this morning I did as everything els goes out of...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-08-2011, 03:50 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 343
Posted By crjs1
Feeling awful :(

Dont really know what to say, Just feeling so so crap, like I just want to run and hide. Nothing particular has made me feel like this, just usual life- Stressed as my mum is not well, bf not well....
Forum: Eating Issues Support 10-08-2011, 07:05 PM
Replies: 34
Views: 1,857
Posted By crjs1
Hezz, Im so sorry that you are going through...

Hezz, Im so sorry that you are going through this! Like others have said it is not your responsibility to look after your brother, and you really cant give up on your chance at uni. It seems like...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-07-2011, 09:50 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 684
Posted By crjs1
Hey, we all care! Even if it doesnt feel like it,...

Hey, we all care! Even if it doesnt feel like it, there are people who would be devestated if u were gone. Things will not always feel like this, I promise. You sound like u really need support now,...
Forum: First Aid Advice 01-07-2011, 07:08 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 562
Posted By crjs1
Hey, sounds like a tough time, really all that I...

Hey, sounds like a tough time, really all that I can advise is to go to the doctors and get everything, essp your heart checked out. Any OD, even small can cause problems, which may not be apparent...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 24-05-2011, 10:16 AM
Replies: 207
Views: 10,992
Posted By crjs1
Sleepless123 I agree with u 100%

Sleepless123 I agree with u 100%
Forum: First Aid Advice 15-05-2011, 12:06 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,830
Posted By crjs1
Hey Nemesi, Its really difficult to say if your...

Hey Nemesi, Its really difficult to say if your burns are infected, did they blister and then burst? I know from experience with burns, mine got infected easily if i burst the blister.

Also burns...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-05-2011, 08:38 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 523
Posted By crjs1
Psychotherapy was not as terrifying as I thought....

Psychotherapy was not as terrifying as I thought. I just rambled on and on and my therapist did a lot of listening and v little talking. Seeing him weekly so hope we can build a good relationship...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-05-2011, 11:44 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 523
Posted By crjs1
Thanks everyone, still feeling rotten today, but...

Thanks everyone, still feeling rotten today, but not as bad as yesterday. Trying to revise, but keep falling asleep!!! I'm also still very nervous about psychotherapy today, but also really relived...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-05-2011, 08:26 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 523
Posted By crjs1
Need some support

Hey,

Not too sure what I want to say, just need some support I guess. Got lots going on, with family, memories, uni exams in a week and waiting to see if i get phd funding... I just dont feel like...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-04-2011, 08:32 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,330
Posted By crjs1
Cheers guys, will check it out, constant cardies...

Cheers guys, will check it out, constant cardies and shirts are getting me down :(
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-04-2011, 11:06 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,330
Posted By crjs1
Hey all, I have a kind of silly question! Do you...

Hey all, I have a kind of silly question! Do you think it would be odd, for me to use the red cross service, even though im male? Once you apply it, is it quite obvious that its makeup or does it...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-04-2011, 10:59 AM
Replies: 19
Views: 754
Posted By crjs1
Cardies, or open shirts for me! I dont know if...

Cardies, or open shirts for me! I dont know if its because im male, but no one seems to question me about having a shirt (usually with a t-shirt on underneath), even when its really hot.

Just...
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