RYL Forums
Register Rules Sponsor RYL! Today's Posts
   


Page 1 of 2 1 2 >
Showing results 1 to 25 of 34
Search took 0.00 seconds. Search: Posts Made By: Samael_Black
Forum: General Chat 07-05-2013, 07:50 PM
Replies: 48
Views: 2,532
Posted By Samael_Black
May might interest a lot of people here. Self...

May might interest a lot of people here. Self harm, psychological stuff and horror all wrapped in a single movie.
Then there's Grave Encounters! (Personal favourite).
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 30-03-2013, 08:14 PM
Replies: 633
Views: 59,618
Posted By Samael_Black
Silent Scream - From the second Silent Hill...

Silent Scream - From the second Silent Hill movie

http://youtu.be/bF35I8KXXMY
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 22-02-2013, 05:57 PM
Replies: 23
Views: 2,161
Posted By Samael_Black
I was on Sertraline for a while (half a year or...

I was on Sertraline for a while (half a year or so) and got more or less ALL the side-effects. They wore off and I felt better for a while but I didn't really feel that the positives stayed in the...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 20-02-2013, 11:34 PM
Replies: 533
Views: 305,052
Posted By Samael_Black
Scars - Elegeion Every song by the band Shining...

Scars - Elegeion
Every song by the band Shining (Most of their songs are in Swedish, but if you like depressive metal this is for you. There should be translations to all their lyrics online).
Forum: General Chat 07-02-2013, 02:23 PM
Replies: 102
Views: 3,849
Posted By Samael_Black
Come on over! :) I would easily take your money...

Come on over! :) I would easily take your money to stay here :P It's a little too much snow now, though :/
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-02-2013, 06:07 PM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,517
Posted By Samael_Black
Starting to stabilize a little, it's all...

Starting to stabilize a little, it's all confusing but I feel like less diazepam is needed every time I take it, which is a good sign, right?
Just really worried this will happen when I go from 150...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-02-2013, 06:33 AM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,517
Posted By Samael_Black
Today my doctor lied right to my face, saying...

Today my doctor lied right to my face, saying that diazepam is the strongest and best medication for this sort of thing. This made me so angry I went to the hospital bathroom and cut myself. I'm...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 02-02-2013, 02:07 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 854
Posted By Samael_Black
I recognize the melody of it from some film, has...

I recognize the melody of it from some film, has it been used recently as some movie soundtrack? (In english ofc)
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 02-02-2013, 12:41 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 854
Posted By Samael_Black
The feelings of self harm in a song

Based on what this forum/site is about I just had to share this song with you. It's amazingly well written and performed (well, according to me). It really catches the feelings that I know I'm not...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-02-2013, 12:16 AM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,517
Posted By Samael_Black
Also learned that the painkiller Tramadol has the...

Also learned that the painkiller Tramadol has the same "parts" as Venlafaxine, they're just connected a little differently and therefore it's not unheard of to give tramadol to patients who have...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-02-2013, 12:06 AM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,517
Posted By Samael_Black
Today didn't go well at all, they want me in the...

Today didn't go well at all, they want me in the hospital full-time now, but I really can't do that, makes me so anxious just thinking about it. They also mentioned that this might be my last...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 01-02-2013, 11:46 PM
Replies: 57
Views: 3,041
Posted By Samael_Black
LotusandDice: You have great taste in music! Love...

LotusandDice: You have great taste in music! Love every band you mentioned :) (was beginning to think I was the only one, haha)
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-02-2013, 12:21 AM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,517
Posted By Samael_Black
Not sure how it went really. They were going to...

Not sure how it went really. They were going to hold on to the pills and give me small amounts every time I see them, but I mentioned that by the time I get back there I'd have used up more than what...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 31-01-2013, 02:45 AM
Replies: 57
Views: 3,041
Posted By Samael_Black
Mayhem :most famous black metal Shining (every...

Mayhem :most famous black metal
Shining (every depressed persons thoughts made into music, don't listen if you trigger easily to songtitles like "Submit to Self Destruction" or "Reflecting in...
Forum: General Chat 31-01-2013, 01:09 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 888
Posted By Samael_Black
Dumbest/funniest thing you've ever done?

What's the dumbest/funniest things you've ever done? (sober or not, let us all know your stories ^^) Also add fun/crazy stuff that wasn't your fault but still as funny/weird ;)

Dumbest thing I've...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-01-2013, 12:54 AM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,517
Posted By Samael_Black
That's sort of the problem, "we" want...

That's sort of the problem, "we" want to get off the Venlafaxine because it didn't seem to help (I was still depressed and self harming at doses -above- what it's ever meant to be used at) so what I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-01-2013, 12:37 AM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,517
Posted By Samael_Black
Thank you all for your answers, can't tell you...

Thank you all for your answers, can't tell you how much I appreciate it!

Talaipoira: You seem to know a little about this medication and stuff. I've decided only to show her my arms if she asks for...
Forum: General Chat 30-01-2013, 11:57 PM
Replies: 102
Views: 3,849
Posted By Samael_Black
Oh? Where are you from? :)

Oh? Where are you from? :)
Forum: General Chat 30-01-2013, 11:48 PM
Replies: 102
Views: 3,849
Posted By Samael_Black
I don't blame you. As I've learned both Swedish...

I don't blame you. As I've learned both Swedish and English at the same time, I keep thinking to myself: why can't the whole world just speak the same language? And I guess English is the closest to...
Forum: General Chat 30-01-2013, 11:36 PM
Replies: 102
Views: 3,849
Posted By Samael_Black
Do you ever feel you need to use your other...

Do you ever feel you need to use your other languages? For example, outside of English speaking countries it's very important to learn. Just think of such simple things as watching movies,...
Forum: General Chat 30-01-2013, 11:17 PM
Replies: 102
Views: 3,849
Posted By Samael_Black
Ah, that kind of explains why I have yet to meet...

Ah, that kind of explains why I have yet to meet another person that doesn't have English as a first language. But if you look at other sites or games then there's a lot fewer people with such...
Forum: General Chat 30-01-2013, 11:05 PM
Replies: 102
Views: 3,849
Posted By Samael_Black
Seems to be a lot of people from the UK and US,...

Seems to be a lot of people from the UK and US, is there a reason for that? (is the forum actually aimed to people in these areas?)
Forum: General Chat 30-01-2013, 09:21 PM
Replies: 102
Views: 3,849
Posted By Samael_Black
Where are you all from?

Not sure if this has been posted earlier or if it's in the wrong forum or... whatever. I was just wondering where we all live? Maybe it's a bad idea but I thought finding people near you would be a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-01-2013, 08:57 PM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,517
Posted By Samael_Black
Would it do any good if I said that I felt like I...

Would it do any good if I said that I felt like I need a higher dosage of it, because it keeps me "safe from myself". And that if she does want me to lower the dosage to maybe switch to a benzo that...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-01-2013, 08:46 PM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,517
Posted By Samael_Black
Okay, thanks for the advice Shine - I won't do...

Okay, thanks for the advice Shine - I won't do that. But I really feel like I'm running out of things to say. Today I spoke to 2 nurses and one doctor (none of my usual) and they all recommended me...
Showing results 1 to 25 of 34
Page 1 of 2 1 2 >

 
Forum Jump

Sea Pink Aroma
All times are GMT +1. The time now is 11:30 PM.
Contact Us - Home - Forum RSS - Low Bandwidth Archive - Top