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Old 09-02-2009, 04:15 PM   #1
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i feel so triggered ...
feel scared got to have stitches out tomorrow , and i am brikkin it , well scared just the thought of it makes me want to self harm :/
sorry i cant cope with this





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Old 09-02-2009, 04:39 PM   #2
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Tell them you are scared and they should be gentle with you.
Try not to sh because you may end up with more stitched and in a vicious circle...
*hugs* Hope it goes ok tomorrow xx



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Old 09-02-2009, 05:55 PM   #3
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the thing is the stitches are not from self harm .
i just seem to associate them with sh .
i'm scared ,
my body knows something isnt right ,
and is trying to shut its self down ,
it always does this when i am not feeling myself
it makes me suddenly very tired and makes me want to sleep...
aghh idk ...
i've just had the feeling that my life is pointless , it has no meaning , it means nothing i am just a useless waster ..
what the hell is the point





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Old 09-02-2009, 06:05 PM   #4
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Sorry i just assumed...
I can understand what you mean though, the stitches making you think of sh, guess you need to try and distract yourself
And maybe sleep isn't such a bad thing if it will help get you through the evening?
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Old 09-02-2009, 06:57 PM   #5
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i'll wake up at like midnight and then i'll just have to idk ...
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Old 09-02-2009, 07:04 PM   #6
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Hon i know its hard is there anything you can do to help distract you? I watch a lot of dvds! Or having a bath somethimes helps.
I'm around if you want to talk.x



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Old 09-02-2009, 07:57 PM   #7
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I cant have a proper bath because i cant get my leg wet ..
my t.v is wankered because of this stupid piddin snow ....
i'm actually well scared ..
i cant wait til its a wee little bit later on and i can take my medication . and sleep





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Old 09-02-2009, 09:41 PM   #8
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aw hun im sure it will be fine

keep posting if you feel triggered hun we are all are for you and they will be really lovely at the hospital maybe tell then that you feel triggered and might be able to help you

pm me if you need anything

hugs midnight xxxx



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Old 11-02-2009, 03:20 PM   #9
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i need help
i know ppl wont reply to my thread , but aghh
noone listens to me , the staff dont listen when i need them its not rite ~:(





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Old 11-02-2009, 03:53 PM   #10
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Old 11-02-2009, 04:16 PM   #11
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i need the staff to talk to ..
they dont talk to me when i am having a problem,
they litrally ignore me ..
it really annoys me .,.
makes me mad . upset everything agggh





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