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09-02-2009, 04:15 PM
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Kate
Join Date: Sep 2008
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Triggering (SI) - triggered
i feel so triggered ...
feel scared got to have stitches out tomorrow , and i am brikkin it , well scared just the thought of it makes me want to self harm :/ 
sorry i cant cope with this
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09-02-2009, 04:39 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Manchester
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Tell them you are scared and they should be gentle with you.
Try not to sh because you may end up with more stitched and in a vicious circle...
*hugs* Hope it goes ok tomorrow xx
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"Because you don't notice the light without a bit of shadow.
Everything has both dark and light.
You have to play with it until you get it exactly right."
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09-02-2009, 05:55 PM
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Kate
Join Date: Sep 2008
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the thing is the stitches are not from self harm .
i just seem to associate them with sh .
i'm scared ,
my body knows something isnt right ,
and is trying to shut its self down ,
it always does this when i am not feeling myself
it makes me suddenly very tired and makes me want to sleep...
aghh idk ...
i've just had the feeling that my life is pointless , it has no meaning , it means nothing i am just a useless waster ..
what the hell is the point
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09-02-2009, 06:05 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Manchester
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Sorry i just assumed...
I can understand what you mean though, the stitches making you think of sh, guess you need to try and distract yourself
And maybe sleep isn't such a bad thing if it will help get you through the evening?
Take care x
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"Because you don't notice the light without a bit of shadow.
Everything has both dark and light.
You have to play with it until you get it exactly right."
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09-02-2009, 06:57 PM
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Kate
Join Date: Sep 2008
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i'll wake up at like midnight and then i'll just have to idk ...
sorry i want to cry
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09-02-2009, 07:04 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Manchester
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Hon i know its hard is there anything you can do to help distract you? I watch a lot of dvds! Or having a bath somethimes helps.
I'm around if you want to talk.x
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"Because you don't notice the light without a bit of shadow.
Everything has both dark and light.
You have to play with it until you get it exactly right."
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09-02-2009, 07:57 PM
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Kate
Join Date: Sep 2008
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I cant have a proper bath because i cant get my leg wet ..
my t.v is wankered because of this stupid piddin snow ....
i'm actually well scared ..
i cant wait til its a wee little bit later on and i can take my medication . and sleep
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11-02-2009, 03:20 PM
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Kate
Join Date: Sep 2008
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i need help
i know ppl wont reply to my thread , but aghh
noone listens to me , the staff dont listen when i need them its not rite ~:(
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11-02-2009, 03:53 PM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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What sort of help do you think you'd benefit from?
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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11-02-2009, 04:16 PM
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Kate
Join Date: Sep 2008
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i need the staff to talk to ..
they dont talk to me when i am having a problem,
they litrally ignore me ..
it really annoys me .,.
makes me mad . upset everything agggh
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