triggered
 

i feel so triggered ...
feel scared got to have stitches out tomorrow , and i am brikkin it , well scared just the thought of it makes me want to self harm :/:sad:
sorry i cant cope with this

Tell them you are scared and they should be gentle with you.
Try not to sh because you may end up with more stitched and in a vicious circle...
*hugs* Hope it goes ok tomorrow xx

the thing is the stitches are not from self harm .
i just seem to associate them with sh .
i'm scared ,
my body knows something isnt right ,
and is trying to shut its self down ,
it always does this when i am not feeling myself
it makes me suddenly very tired and makes me want to sleep...
aghh idk ...
i've just had the feeling that my life is pointless , it has no meaning , it means nothing i am just a useless waster ..
what the hell is the point

Sorry i just assumed...
I can understand what you mean though, the stitches making you think of sh, guess you need to try and distract yourself
And maybe sleep isn't such a bad thing if it will help get you through the evening?
Take care x

i'll wake up at like midnight and then i'll just have to idk ...
sorry i want to cry

Hon i know its hard is there anything you can do to help distract you? I watch a lot of dvds! Or having a bath somethimes helps.
I'm around if you want to talk.x

I cant have a proper bath because i cant get my leg wet ..
my t.v is wankered because of this stupid piddin snow ....
i'm actually well scared ..
i cant wait til its a wee little bit later on and i can take my medication . and sleep

aw hun im sure it will be fine

keep posting if you feel triggered hun we are all are for you and they will be really lovely at the hospital maybe tell then that you feel triggered and might be able to help you

pm me if you need anything

hugs midnight xxxx

i need help
i know ppl wont reply to my thread , but aghh
noone listens to me , the staff dont listen when i need them its not rite ~:(

What sort of help do you think you'd benefit from?

i need the staff to talk to ..
they dont talk to me when i am having a problem,
they litrally ignore me ..
it really annoys me .,.
makes me mad . upset everything agggh