*hugs* I know what you feel like, but don't be so hard on yourself, we are the way we are for a reason. Realise that your reasons are as valid as everybody elses and the pain is the same. take care and hope you are okay, post some more if it helps, hugs, Hannah
"I am me and me is good enough if I would only be it openly"
i mean all my probs just stem from not being wanted or loved by my parnts, not like some who hav had wayworse life than me i kno its not a competition, i just dont feel i fit in anywhere, especially here atm,
I WISH I'D NEVA SEEN THE SUNSHINE, I WISH I'D NEVA SEEN THE SUNSHINE, BECOZ IF I'D NEVA SEEN THE SUNSHINE, MAYBE THEN I WOULDN'T MIND THE RAIN.
ok, if you're saying what i think you're saying, i know how you feel. i've lived the dream life compared to other people on here and sometimes it makes me feel like i have no right to feel the way i do. but you can't really control how you feel. especially if it's chemical. that has to do with how the chemicals in your brain respond. so it's ok to feel how you feel, no matter what your experiences are.
and if im wrong about what you're saying, than i appologize and just ignore this whole post.
"i find if kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take"
"when your savings is dry
and you can't stop from crying
you got to suck it up"
ok and you just posted right before i did so i just read what you wrote. and feeling not wanted or loved by your parents can have a huge effect on people. thats a big thing. everyone needs someone to love them.
"i find if kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take"
"when your savings is dry
and you can't stop from crying
you got to suck it up"
yeah its kind of hard to come to terms with that. i will be on meds the rest of my life, also. it's hard to admit there's something wrong, but you'll get there. it just takes time. and i just have to say, the shack is an awesome book. :) saw your profile.
"i find if kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take"
"when your savings is dry
and you can't stop from crying
you got to suck it up"
"i find if kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take"
"when your savings is dry
and you can't stop from crying
you got to suck it up"
"i find if kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take"
"when your savings is dry
and you can't stop from crying
you got to suck it up"
