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i feel like such a fake compared to everyone elses past,i hate myself for being so pathetic!

*hugs* I know what you feel like, but don't be so hard on yourself, we are the way we are for a reason. Realise that your reasons are as valid as everybody elses and the pain is the same. take care and hope you are okay, post some more if it helps, hugs, Hannah

what do you mean?

I don't think you're pathetic.

i mean all my probs just stem from not being wanted or loved by my parnts, not like some who hav had wayworse life than me i kno its not a competition, i just dont feel i fit in anywhere, especially here atm,

i dont feel i hab a 'valid' rason for being such a lost cause, yknow?

ok, if you're saying what i think you're saying, i know how you feel. i've lived the dream life compared to other people on here and sometimes it makes me feel like i have no right to feel the way i do. but you can't really control how you feel. especially if it's chemical. that has to do with how the chemicals in your brain respond. so it's ok to feel how you feel, no matter what your experiences are.

and if im wrong about what you're saying, than i appologize and just ignore this whole post.

ok and you just posted right before i did so i just read what you wrote. and feeling not wanted or loved by your parents can have a huge effect on people. thats a big thing. everyone needs someone to love them.

nah ur right, i hate the fact that i have a 'chemical imbalence' but guess i gotta live wiv it huh?

doc says i will be on my ad for rest of my life and i hate giving into that, i tried coming off them twice not good.

yeah its kind of hard to come to terms with that. i will be on meds the rest of my life, also. it's hard to admit there's something wrong, but you'll get there. it just takes time. and i just have to say, the shack is an awesome book. :) saw your profile.

yeh im only halfway throo but i think its brill too. can i add u as a buddy?

absolutely you can.

kool thanx for u support, hav added u and oh i like ur sig (mad world) gnite chat soon xx

yeah, i love that song. gnite